I didnt really do anything memorable for the rest of the year. I hid in the shadows, not wanting to have to deal with anymore drama. I barely talked to anyone besides Elizabeth, Anna, James, and Piper. Nicole and I broke away by the end of the year. When we played volleyball, she had grown close to the people from the other school that we shared a team with. Not that it had bothered me too much, we had begun to start growing apart anyway.
The last day of school is one of the things that I actually remember. We could dress in almost anything. Actually, we were still in a Catholic school and had to dress appropriately. As long as it wasnt a shirt with profanity, and some other stuff like that, we could wear it. A shirt and jeans.
In the morning, we started with mass, or church. By that time, the eighth graders had graduated and it was just kindergarten through seventh grade at mass that morning. I was praying that Lilly wouldnt show up, but yet I had finally decided that if she apologized once more, that Id be able to forgive her. All throughout church, I just kept thinking about the past year that I had spent with these people and howd I spend the next two years with my classmates and then we were off to highschool.
About halfway through the mass celebration, I looked around noticing that there were some past eighth graders there and I wanted to know for sure who was there out of the graduating class. Josh, Xavier, Danielle, and Lilly. I was about to cry with mixed emotions. On one hand, this chick had hurt me so much, to the point that I had broken. On the other, I couldve been really good friends with her. I look up at her once again and our eyes meet. She looks on the edge of tears, too. I look away, knowing that if we keep looking at each other any longer, then either one of us could start crying, and neither of us would want that.
The celebration continued on and every time I turned around just to see if she had stopped caring, she hadnt. Every time I turned around she was staring back. At this point I had stopped pitying her. It wasnt my fault that our friendship was over, it was hers. She's the one who cared so much about what others thought of her. I knew to keep whatever nobody wanted to hear about on the inside.
When I was done receiving communion and heading back to my seat in the wooden pews, I looked up and saw her staring back once again. This girl was getting on my nerves and in that moment, I decided that even if she apologized, I wouldnt care. Im not completely sure if I did or not, but I am almost positive that I gave her the "evil eye". A look that made her look away almost immediately.
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I know. I know. Really shitty chapter. I tried ok?????!! If you hadnt seen, my 'staus' on here, it was about me having writer's block. With that writer's block, I wrote a bad chapter. At least I gave detail, or tried.
ANNOUNCEMENT
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