The summer of 2014 was a slow boring summer that I spent on the internet. Not that the internet is a bad thing, just I wish I had socialized more. My eighth grade year was coming up and I wanted to get along with everybody, but without any practice at socializing that wouldnt happen. People already had their opinion of me and knew me as the somewhat awkward girl thatn didnt like to socialize. My class probably thought that I would only talk to people close to me and people on the internet, which is probably why nobody really talked to me.
Anna and a few others are the only ones I really talked to off of the internet. Since the summer started I really didn't talk to Anna or the other people that Id talk to irl. I went to church every weekend, but the were only a few people there for the first few weeks. I thought Anna wasnt there so she didnt have to serve and help out with the mass service.
Even though that thought resurfaced every week making me even more and more upset with Anna, Im glad she didnt show up. If she didnt show up, I didnt have to talk to her and annoy her anymore. Im sure that was a blessing to the rest of the class that I didnt see over the summer.
In late June, Piper had her half birthday party. By this time, Anna had started going to church again and I was hoping I could get out of church for it. My grandma wasnt having it. So the time I spent at Piper's was used to the fullest. Everything outside of this party had left my mind. Piper is my best friend and goshdarnit, I was not going to let her birthday party be bad because Im having problems with my other friends. This weekend was going to be about her. Her actual birthday may have been 6 months later, but Im not taking away from her party for my own personal reasons.
I met a few of her best friends from her school and we were all able to get along quite well. I showed them a few of my favorite youtubers videos. One of those youtubers being Yamimash, and his videos being the Slender: Elementary, which led into his other Slender gameplay videos.
When it was time for my grandma to pick me up and take me to church, I was upset. 1.) I didn't want to leave my best friend and her other best friends and 2.) I didnt really want to see who I once considered one of my best friends. Serving was another thing I didnt want to do, but "it was a part of my stewardship" and I really couldnt get out of it.
The mass service of that weekend felt like the longest I had been to. I was just waiting for the service to end so that i could get back to hanging out with people that accepted me.
When church had finally ended, I ignored Anna and everybody else ready to get back to my friends.
I went home to get some stuff then headed back to Piper's house for another night. Fun doesnt even describe how the party was. Piper's party was the first time in months that I had fun and am glad I went somewhere.
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