Anna hung out with us more and more. She was dirty minded, also. She fit in with us. The more and more people from my class started teasing her, the more and more protective I got of her. If she didnt do everything that I said for her safety, then Id get super pissed at her. I was trying to help her and she just ignored me. Id ignore her for a day or two every time she didnt listen.
I wasnt used to hearing the word "no." I was used to getting everything I wanted. That wasnt good for my personality. It wasnt good for anybody's personality. I would basically rebel at her not listening to me. Id either ignore her, or boss her around even more.
I didnt have very many memories of her from Woodman, but when I brought her up to my grandma, she said that Anna wasnt nice to me a lot of the times. That effected my opinion towards her. Knowing that she used to be rude to me and I was trying to help her now. I decided to give her a chance. And started considering her my best school friend. Lilly overheard me telling Anna that I now considered her that.
Lilly started getting jealous and being rude. It started out with me. She would hang out with eighth graders, which I was fine with. I still wanted to hang out with her, because I didnt hang out with anybody, except for her, Danielle, and Anna.
One day in particular that I remember horrifies me. It brings me to tears just to think about it. She was with the eighth graders and I thought that since I was her friend and a friend with another eighth grader that I could hang out with them. As I walked over to them, I saw Lilly hide behind Joshua. A smile made its way onto her face. Was this a joke to her? She wasnt seriously going to ignore me, right? As I walked closer to her and Josh she ran around the group of people gathered to talk. After chasing her for a while I heard, "Alice! Stop! Cant you see she doesnt want to hang out with you?!!!?" It was Lydia. The damned bitch doesnt even know me. I havent even talked to her, but once and that was at the beginning of the year. She was with the eighth graders? I didnt even think anybody liked her.
The first time that I met Lydia was when Jessica introduced her to me. She liked Josh, the Josh that Lilly liked, the Josh that I kind of thought was cute. Jessica's brother, Josh. "He's Mine! ahaha." I remember her squeaky voice saying. Speaking of sqeaky, her face is narrow, similar to that of a rat's. 'He's mine' haha yea right, like anybody would like your face. (Sorry not sorry... Ok not sorry at all)
Realizing it was her, I simply replied, "Well, Cant I at least know why she doesnt want to hang out with me?" And it was true. I deserved to know why I was suddenly disliked by who I thought was supposed to be one of my best friends. I saw Danielle and Anna were talking so I just walked over to them. Not making any conversation with either of them, just standing there silently listening to them for the last six minutes of our fresh air.
(A/N:
Hey guys!!! I feel like this will be a lot shorter than teh first Mistakes, but oh well! Im working on it. I will either update this, again, or update I Love You, Can You Love Me? by the end of the day.
I love you guisses! Byee! Xx. ~Tara)
