Besides Piper's party, the summer was bland. I did nothing special. Vacation didnt happen like I was hoping and I didnt talk to many people. Anna and I ended up making up by the end of the summer. So yes, Anna and I ended the summer and went into eighth grade being friends. Disappointment and worry filled me. Nothing stopped me the last two years from being a horrible person to Anna, what would stop me this year? Again, nothing. Nothing would stop me from being a monster to her, I would just have to stop myself.
Is the friendship worth it? I still dont know. Im still friends with Anna. We havent fought over many things that werent stupid.
I dont get to choose her friends for her. If Anna wants a shitty friend. Then let her have one, but I will try to be the best friend i can be to her. I dont want my eighth grade year to be bad over a friendship gone wrong and I dont think she does either.
Anna doesnt have many friends, so I will be the one who tries to make her eighth grade year the best it can be while she is doing the same for me. Even though I dont want to rely on someone else for my happiness, everybody needs a little help sometimes. If Im going to accept help from anybody at school, then Id like it to be her.
I have no clue where our friendship will go after middle school. Im not completely sure if we're going to the same high school. One thing I will make sure of is that no matter what, if our friendship dies, it dies on a good note.
Yes, she deserves a better friend, but for now, Im all she has as a "best friend" and we're making it work.
(A/N:
I know it was a short chapter and couldve been better, but I stretched it our as long as I could.
Well yep that was the end and ive been working on it on and off for about 31 weeks.
AND I MADE AN EDIT. I will put it somewhere besides Instagram where it already is. The edit is and AU of Anna and Alice being youtubers announcing that their friendship is over and yea its OK :P
AND IDK HOW TO ATTACH IT GODDAMNIT I WAS SO EXCITED TO SHOW YOU GUYS MY EDIT AND NOW I CANT :P
Just check out my intagram if youd like... Youll find it eventually.
I LOVE YOU GUYS THANK YOU FOR READING AND YEA it is time to work on me other books
I hope you enjoyed the book and the progress that its made and Im proud of it
BAi ~Tara Bellas28876)
