The Game Plan (Completed) [R-18]

18 : Her Battle

Her battle

Pilit kong iniibsan ang sakit ng aking ulo. Sobra na talaga ang sakit na nararamdaman ko. Halos gusto ko ng iuntog ang ulo ko sa paanan ng kama dahil sa sobrang sakit nito. May kung anong sakit din sa katawan akong nararamdaman.

And it hurts damn like hell.

I wanted to scream. I wanted to just remove this pain that I am feeling because I cannot bear it anymore.

I looked up at the person right beside me. He was just holding my hand as if telling me to fight this pain I am feeling. I cannot lose this battle I am with. Seeing how he looks at me now, makes me want to fight. He held my hand in his chest then kissed it afterwards.

Aaminin ko, ngayon ko lang nakita si Code kalungkot. May kung anong gustong ipahiwatig ng kanyang mga mata sa akin.

A nurse came in then gave me an analgesic via IV.

Pain killers

I hope it would heal me.

Sometimes I just thought of giving up this life I have now. Sometimes, I just want to close my eyes and pray that all of this pain that I am feeling would just go away.

" I love you" Narinig kong saad sa akin ni Code bago niya ako hinalikan sa labi.

Araw araw, nakikita ko kung gaano katiyaga si Code sa pag-aalaga sa akin. Minsan, kahit meron naman yung mga magulang ko, hindi parin niya ako magawang iwan.

Many times, I told him to go back to work. He runs a company and a company needs a CEO. Hindi puwedeng sa hospital nalang ginagawa ng CEO ang kanyang tungkulin.

" I love you too" I smiled at him.

" I love you so much Calli. Please fight for me. Fight for us." He was almost whispering to me.

I just looked at him with watery eyes.

" How I wish I could do it Code. How I wish I could just let this pain go away and be well. Code I'm trying. I'm fighting no matter what happens. Salamat at hindi mo ako sinukuan." Madamdamin kong saad sa kanya.

" Mahal na mahal kita, Calli" He said then kissed me once more.

" Code" I called him.

Tumigil naman siya sa paghalik sa akin bago niya ako tinignan sa mata.

" I want you to let me out of this hospital. Let's go somewhere, Code. Let's go home" I said.

I think it's time I accept reality.

I made a decision.

I once believed that I could get better. But I cannot change the reality that my life is not mine.

Code just looked at me.

Completely, I know that he doesn't agree to what I've said.

" No" Agad niyang saad sa akin. Tipid akong ngumiti sa kanya.

Dinampi ko ang aking kamay sa kanyang pisngi. Agad niyang hinuli iyon ng kanyang kamay at ginawaran ng mumunting halik.

" I wanna go picnic with the man that I love" I said

" I wanna go boating with the man I love"

" I wanna go watch a movie with the man I love"

" I wanna do star gazing with the man I love"

" I wanna have a date with you"

" And I wanna ride a plane with you Code. Lahat ng iyon, gusto kong gawin kasama ka" Saad ko sa kanya.