(ON HOLD)My Life In The Zombie Apocalypse... With A Twist!

Chapter 19 /Losing hope

We were walking around the campground making sure it was safe. Daddy stayed back in the RV on watch.

We walked through out the camp picking up trash and fixing the buildings all day. We walked back to the RV to tell dad to come in.

"Daddy!" I yelled from the ground looking up at the RV. "Dad! Get your butt out here!" I yelled again. No answer. I opened the door to the RV. Suddenly before I could go in a walker jumped out at me knocking me to the ground.

But this wasn't just any walker... It was dad.

"DAD!!!" I yelled trying to push him off. "DADDY STOP IT'S ME-" A blade was struck into Dad's skull interrupting my cries.

I knocked his body off of me and hovered over him. I leaned my head down onto his chest.

"No no no... Daddy please. Please don't leave me!" I pleaded. "Please don't go!" I sobbed into his lifeless chest. His rotting flesh gave off a terrible stench but I ignored it and let the tears fall from my eyes. "Please god... oh please bring him back..." I asked even tho I knew it wasn't possible. "Please." Was the last thing I said before darkness consumed me.

I sat there and cried until I fell asleep on my dead father's chest...

I woke up in one of the cabin's.

The terrible events played through my mind. Tears filled my eyes but didn't fall. I didn't have any tears left...

I got up and exited the building. I saw everyone up and around cooking and setting up camp as if nothing happened. 'Screw them all.' I thought walking over to the lake.

I sat on the edge of the dock dangling my feet in the water. Carson came and sat next me.

"I'm so s-" I cut her off. "Save it Carson. I don't need your sympathy..." I snapped. "What's your deal? It's not like it's my fault!" She said getting pissed. But that just ticked me off more. "Shut the hell up and leave me alone!!! The fuck with all of you!" I yelled getting up. I saw the hurt and sadness in her eyes but I ignored it and walked off.

'I don't need them. I don't need anyone. If I get too attached they will just leave me anyways just like dad. I should just die and get it over with...'

'After all... I'm losing hope...'