Hopeless Romantic -- Brallon

{30: A Letter}

Dear Dallon James Weekes,

I really don't know why I'm writing this letter. I just think it must be easier than talking about it. Dallon, I love you. I know you know that. I know that. Everybody in the fucking school knows that.

The question is: Do you love me?

I'm pretty sure you do, you even said it to my face after making out. But if we both love each other, why don't you trust me? I know you're hiding things from me, and I'm scared. I'm scared for you, and what will happen to us. What has Ryan done to make you feel this way?

I hope you come to your senses and realize not taking action might lead to bad consequences. Even Spencer thinks you're being immoral. You should also realize trying to fix this by yourself might not work. I believe in you, but you have to consider you need to ask for help sometimes.

Honestly, I think you're being very brave about all of this, considering how tough you try to act. I don't want to sound rude, but don't think that our little group of friends haven't noticed how sensitive you are on the inside. Would this have something to do about what you're hiding from us? Me, especially?

Whenever you're ready to trust me again, just come right out and tell me. I know you're just dating Ryan for certain reasons, but to do that just so you can sort everything out is kind of odd.

Did I ever have a chance with you? I thought so, that one day. But that same day was the day you and Ryan got together, too. If I have a chance, would you let me know? I still want to be with you, and I always have. I was fine with you not feeling the same, but now that you're with Ryan, I feel betrayed for some reason.

There's a part of me that wants you to feel bad about this, so you can finally come to your senses. However, there's the other part of me that wants you to be happy, but that'll take a while. But neither choices do seem to make you happy, if you know what I mean. If you choose to wait it out and figure out how do fix this on your own, you'll still be upset for a while. If you do feel bad, it'll lead to you trusting me again and telling me exactly what's wrong. If you do this, I can help. We can help. Ryan S, Spencer, and I will help you and whatever the problem is!

Please take everything you've just read into consideration, Dallon. I love you, and it breaks my heart to see you so unhappy. It also breaks my heart to know that you don't trust me enough to tell me what's really going on.

I don't wish to offend you in this letter, but I want you to realize this is how I feel about this whole situation. It's giving me a daily headache, when all I want is the best for you, me, and everyone else. I hope you understand.

-Your Hopeless Romantic,
Brendon Urie

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Songs referenced:
A Letter -The Brobecks
Change Your Mind -The Killers
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Lol were you guys prepared for that