Hopeless Romantic -- Brallon

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DJW

I pull away from Ryan hugging me as I try to get to second period.

"No! Don't leave meeeeee..." He pleads jokingly.

"We have different classes. Get used to it." I bluntly say.

Ryan frowns and makes his way to his own class, as I walk into math with other classmates.

I turn my head to see Brendon and Spencer sitting at the corner of the classroom. I lock my eyes with Brendon's, until I look away and take a seat on the other side of the classroom.

I can't be with him. I'll ruin everything. I can do this on my own.

I try to concentrate on what the teacher is saying, but my mind won't let me. All that's been piling up in my brain is thoughts of Brendon and how to break up with Ryan without him going insane.

I hear distinct voices coming from the other side of the classroom. I choose to ignore the faint conversation because I know it'll just make my head hurt even more. My migraine will just worsen if I hear them talking about me. I don't want Brendon and Spencer to think I'm stupid. I really do want to be with Brendon.

I suddenly hear the teacher speak louder. "Smith? Urie? Is there a reason you two are talking during my class?"

I see them shake their heads and look back down. I bite my lip and watch Brendon. I wish I could be with him, but I don't think it's for the best right now. I do love him, and I'm happy that I do. It's hard to find love.

I flinch when he looks up at me staring at him. I pretend to focus on my work. It's fine. Just wait the rest of the day out, then I can go home.

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My music theory class drawls on with it's usual boring state. I mean, Mr. Wentz is a good teacher, but the content is just so dull. It sucks that it's my last class too, because everybody wants to get out of last period as soon as possible.

Take Ryan Ross, for instance.

The bell rings, and Ryan tightly grips my wrist and pulls me out of the classroom. He's been doing this ever since we got together, just so none of my friends have the chance to talk to me.

"May I go to my locker before you drag me out of the school?? It's not like I'm going to your house again. You can leave me alone once in a while." I sigh.

Ryan rolls his eyes. "Fine."

I walk to the end hallway to my locker. When I open it to put some textbooks away, I notice a paper fall out. It's a sealed envelope with my name on it. Specifically, "To: Dallon Weekes" in cursive.

I pick it up with a confused face and I look up to see who left it. I see Brendon a few feet away, gesturing to open the paper and read it.

As soon as I start reading, my eyes brim with stinging tears.

Songs referenced:
In Bloom -Neck Deep
West Of California -The Brobecks

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Would you guys hate me if I said this book might almost be over because there aren't many plot events left