Lost Memories (Taehyung x Jennie) [Book 2]

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- Taehyung

A month have passed already.
And I'm still surprised that I'm officially gonna marry Jennie.

I am waking uo with her in my arms every morning. She will prepare my breakfast as she wished to do it.

I can kiss her without worry, I can hug her everywhere without anyone to hide from.

I can hold her hand while walking through streets and I can date her everywhere wuth thinking only the both of us.

But still...Eun Woo...he's not being caught by the police. But as of now, I won't think of that.

Just this morning, I woke up as Jennie almost jumped in surprise when Jisoo came in to our room.

"ANNYEONG! GOOD MORNING! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! Managers are out at the living room."
    Jisoo informed with a loud voice that made Jennie frowned.

I chuckled on her reaction and she just looked at me with a serious face before getting off of the bed.

We went out of the room and saw our managers holding gifts.

"Good Morning."
    Jennie bowed and I did as well.

"We are just here to say that...it's hard to file your wedding cause both of tmyou are idols but we m're going to deal with it. Just relax. And here's our gifts, an advance gift for the both of you. Congratulations."
     Our managers waved their hands as they left the dorm.

The other members are just staring atnus while sitting on the couch while me and Jennie are looking at the gifts.

"What's these?"
    Jennie asked.

"We're not married yet?"
    She added.

I looked at her innoncent exoression and chuckled.

"They say that it's for advance..."
    I answered and opened one of the box.

It reveals...it reveals...

Okay...it reveals a set of underwear...underwear which is black and pink....

I froze...
And Jennie looked at me confused.

"Wae?"
   She asked.

"Mm?....nothing, nothing."
    I faked a smile and composed myself back to normal, then just with that...I closed the box and hid it inside my cabinet.

As I went out of the room again...

"Hyung, a letter for you."
      Jungkook handed me a letter.

I took it and went to our room again after thanking him.

Jennie followed me yet she didn't bother asking.

She went to her desk and read some book, while me, I opened the letter.

The paper was scented...scented with a perfume that...that Irene used to wear.

"Hi!
     I don't need to write my name, I guess, just by the smell you'll be able to know who I am.

I sent this letter to say thay congratulations. You finnaly found the perfect man for you. Te one that won't hurt you and the one that really loves you more than anything else.

I know you're still mad at me...
But please, at least, can we be friends?
Just that for a closure.

Also, I'm so sorry for hurting you...for leaving you. As we can see today, I'm not really yours and you're not mine.

Please, let's just forgive each other and let's be friends. I want to meet Jennie also personally...."

The letter isn't done yet but I stopped from reading...

I foldee the letter and put it back on the envelope with the color of pastel pink.

I left it under my bed...
I don't want to talk to her...
But I think that it would be better if we're goinf to be a friend...even after what she have done.

I stood up from sitting on my bed and went behind Jennie who's still reading her book.

She tilted her head to see me as she notices me behind.

"Wae?"
    She asked and stood up from sitting.

"Nothing..."
    I answered and hugged her.

I can feel her confusion...nut I just tightened my hug and inhaled a heavy amount of oxygen.

She didn't asked me after that, she just cupped my face and kissed me softly.

That was the warmest comfort for me now.
She is my comfort...only her.

As she pulled from the kiss...
My body felt some burning feeling.
I want to grab her and kiss her passionately, honestly, I'm jist preventing myself but she's too sexy for me to resist.

As she was about to go back to her seat, I grabbed and pulled her wrist and didn't let her out of my hand, I kissed her passionately and deeply.

She almost fell from her knees as she bumped on the chair where she was sitting earlier, but she was abke to hold on my shoulder before she could.

I drove her to her bed by stepping forward, yet not broking the kiss.

She was actually pushing me to make me stop but I don't want to.

She placed her hands on my chest while pushing me but I didn't stop...

Until she bumped on her bed and fell...

"Mianhe."
    I apologized...

She gave me a blank look and I continued kissing her.

Now...she gave in.

"Stay with me...

Please...

I don't want to remember everything in the past...

All I want to think of is you and me in the future.

Jebal...

Jebal...

Make me forget about that past...

Jennie-a...

Mianhe...

But I wish you could erase that past and make me feel worthy...worthy as you are...

Cause I feel really worthless everytime I'm going to remember the past...

Jebla, Jennie-a.

I just wished that I'm the one who got amnesia, at least I won't remember what I did from the past...and what happened...it was so wrong...those happenings are so wrong...

All I need now is you...
If you'll ever came to remember and know what I'm thinking right now...please...Jennie...don't leave me."