Lost Memories (Taehyung x Jennie) [Book 2]

◆ Twenty - One ◆

"See? He's still afected.

It means, he still loves me.
So, stop clinging unto him.
He's just using you as his pass time.
A d he's using you to forget me.

So, pathetic."

A memory flashed...
While I'm freezing there...
Standing...
Looking at this surprise I was saying...

"Hyung?"
I heard Jungkook clearly...

"Taehyung!"
Jimin yelled.

Taehyung immediately looked with a shock reaction, his eyes went to me and left Irene.

Irene immediately stood up and bowed her head...

"Jennie."
Taehyung tried to comfort me yet...

"Thanks...thanks for the sruprise this night. Thanks for making me realize that you really can't have me. Let's cut this off."
I spoke...

Tears fell down on my cheeks...
I don't want to cry but my eyes automatically cried.

Taehyung tried to hold my hands, but I keep on refusing.

"Jennie, let me explain."
He tries to comfort me but my thoughts are rejecting it.

He hugged me with force and don't want to let go of me.

I cried even more as I felt his warm hug...
But for me...it's nothing now and it won't help.

"Mianhe, mianhe."
His tone went so warm and inviting.
He's trying his hard to comfort me for what I saw...

They are kissing and on the couch on the dressing room. Irene was currently topless at the moment while Taehyung's polo was unbuttoned...

Who wouldn't be surprised?

See, it was surprising right?

I tried to pull myself but he won't let me.
No one's stopping us...they are shock as well as I was.

Without hesitation...
I removed the ring on my finger.
I pushed him enough that lead him to stepped backwards.

I waaked towards Irene and...

"Here, here's the lovable ring."
My voice was shaky but I managed to speak.

"Jennie, please, just let me..."
At this moment...
My hand slapped to Taehyung's face...

I didn't feel guilty as I did that.
I am relieved though.

"Jennie, it was me. It wasn't him, forgive him."
I let Irene finish her words but as she finished...

One slap for her as well.
I feel mad even more but at the same time...
I feel a bit relieved.

I walked out of the practice room.
My members followed me and trying to pull me back to them, I keep on refusing by actions, I didn't tend to speak and as I reaxhed the fromt yard...

Everyone looked at us.

Taehyung immediately rushed upon me as I stopped walkig staring at everyone who's confusedly looking at me.

"Jennie, mianhe. Please, don't do this."
He grabbed my hand and faced me.

"What's happening?"
Baekhyun walked towards my members and asked.

I glared at Taehyung...

"Just let me this time."
I wished coldly and I pulled my arm off to his.

"No, I won't unless you're going to wear this again."
He held my hand and was about to put the rinh on my finger again but I pulled my hand and said...

"Why do I need to? Irene xan wear it forever."
I spoke and tried to walked out but he grabbed my forearm and hold my shoulder tightly as I stopped walking.

"Please, understand me! I am drunk! I was wishing you would come at the time she kissed me! I want to refuse everything! I treied but I can't. Her eyes are hypnotizing me. Please, I didn't mean to do that it was an acci..."
I cutted him that time...

"But you called through phone and apologized for what you are about to do! How will you say that you tried to refuse!? Stop kidding me! It was not an accident though, your polo was unbuttoned already. I'm not a fool, Taehyung! Yes! I have amnesia! I have this fucking amnesia but I'm not a damn fool person! I'm not a stupid! So, stop fooling around! If you still love her, then you may marry her. You don't need me to forget her, right? We're done, Taehyung. I'll accept it, we're not for each other. We're not the perfect couple they always thought. Thanks for the time, Tae."
For the first time...bad words went out of my mouth.

"Please, you don't understa..."

"I don't understand? Stop it already. I gave you the chance! I have forgiven you for what you did in the past! But forgiving you for what you did just now? It's not considerable. You're the one who can't understand it. If you'll look at me,I have forgiven you many times even though it hurts me...but now...now? I don't think I can forgive you. If I haven't caught you then you have the time now to make out with her again. You cheated on me once again but this time...it's more sinful than ever."
After those harsh phrases...

I walked out.
He froze there...
I don't know if he get it but I won't bother explaining again.

As I walked far like 90 meters away...
I feel like running...
I'm ashamed of myself.
I feel disgusted and regretful.
I feel so devastated. I feel so broken that I can't even feel the fold breeze now.

I cried and ran...

"Eonnie!"
I heard Lisa shouted my name but I didn't bother looking back.

"Can I die?
Or can I be comatosed?

I just want to sleep for a long time."

"Jennie, stop, please!"
I heard Baekhyun running behind me.
They are following me but as I was hearing their voices...

The more I feel pity for myself.
The more I want to run and escape through this verge of pain.

I continued running and they continued following.

I want to hide but...
I reached a highway.
I run through it but as I reached the middle...

I heard a car's horn.....
I froze just in time...

This is the verge of moment where...

It's fine if I die here.
It's going to be fine if you're going to hit me.
Everything is fine...everything will be fine if I will die here.

If I got hitted by this car...
It will help me to escape the devastating events of my life.

"Hit me."

The car continued horning...
I don't bother walking out of the road...
I want to get hit, it's fine though...

"No one cares, anyway."

Car at a high speed...

"I feel so pathetic."

※ END OF CHAPTER ※

NOTE: Yeorobun!

Do you hate me now?
Mianhe if I need to do these kind of plot for the story...

I feel sad for making them apart now.
JEONGMAL MIANHE!