Lost Memories (Taehyung x Jennie) [Book 2]

◆ Forty - Two ◆

- Irene

"WHAT!?"
I almost spit the water I am drinking when Yeri informed me that...

"Yeah, we saw her. She's back to their dorm and she's bringing a luggage that time when she entered, so, I conclude that she's going to stay there again."
She stated.

"With Taehyung."
Joy added.

"The one that you love."
Wendy bitterly joined.

"That's going to be good. They are still on."
Seulgi chuckled sarcastically and looked at me.

"What the fuck? She's going to give him a chance?"
I burst out.

"Well, hell you know? You're the one who seduced him. She might realized that the whole scene was your fault, not his."
Joy sat on the couch and smirked at me, just with me.

"Are you even my friend for telling me that?"
I walked in front of her and she crosses her arms.

"I'm a friend, Irene. But I can't support you through things like this though, I'm not a friend of Jennie. It's just that, you're destroying your own name. Think about it."
She answered and stood to face me, literally faced me.

"I'm not destroying my own name. Maybe yes but if I win this game, my name will be cleared. That's why I'm going to get Taehyung right in front of Jennie. Now that she's back in the game, ket me show her who's the boss."
I want to make things easier for me but Jennie...she's a bitch and she want my Taehyung.

"If you want Taehyung, you're going to feel my fire first."

- Jennie

It's pass noon.
I'm just lying on my bed while everyone's sleeping.

Scrolling down through my phone.
Reading quotes. Watching how to make a slime.

Until...
Taehyung went out from the bathroom.

"Play it cool."

He went out wearing only...
I froze. Myneyes landed on him accidentaly and I FROZE.

He's currently wearing only towel to cover his bottom.

A memory flashed...
It's not from having an amnesia but just past few months ago?

He thrusted...
I moaned out softly and gripped on his arms. It was....

"Ani! Jennie! Stop thinking about that!"

I yelled through my thouhht and scolded myself.
Then, I forcefully looked at my phone and focused in it.

"J-Jendeukie?"
     He suddenly called me.

"...W-Wae?"
     I stammered.
Why have I stammered?

"Gwaenchana?"
      He asked.

"A-Ne."
     Why am I nervous?

"You're creasing yoir forehead that's why I asked. I think you're focused on one thing. Sorry for disturbing you."
      He explained and apologized.

I nodded and hummed in response then I just tucked myself inside the blanket.

Seconds have passed...
I feel drowsy and sleepy.
I closed my eyes until...

"I shouldn't hug you yet but I missed you."
     He went in to my blanket and back hugged me.

.........I feel disgusted as he did so...

"A-I'm just going to wash my hands. Excuse me."
     I went off from the bed and left him lying there.

I went straigh to the bathroom and washed my hands. I looked at the mirror and stared at myself.

"Mianhe...
But I still can't feel the warmth for us."

- Taehyung

She rejected me by gently going to the bathroom after feeoing my hug.

I think she's notnyet comfortable with me...

But I'm thankful that she's trying to give out a chance for me...for us...for our relationship.

"I made you feel disgusted with me.
Sorry...

But I'm thankful that you're lifting both of us with me."

- Jennie

I went back to my bed, his sitting on the carpet beside it. I lied and faced him...

"You may lie to your bed, don't wait for me. I'm going to sleep."
     I commanded.

He smiled and gazed to my eyes for half of a minute.

"I'll wait."
     He answered.

I stared at him for a couple of seconds and closed my eyes after.

I want to sleep but I can't...
He's watching me...
It is uncomfortable.

Few more moments...
I changed my position.

And I can feel hthat he's still watching me.

More seconds...

"Do you feel uncomfortable?"
      He suddenly asked.

I opened my eyes and looked at him blankly.

He smiled and was about to touch my hair and caressed my head to make me sleep but...he resisted his own action.

"I...should I?"
     He asked and my response was just a blank look.

"Ne...geulae, I shouldn't touch you yet."
     He chuckled on his own and kept his hands under my bed, between his knees.

I just ket out a gasp of air from my mouth and lied back my head to the pillow. The bed was comfortable but the way I know that he's watching, staring and gazing at me...it's uncomfortable.

"Mamuri doen i seonyul wieseo
Na hollo beotigo isseo
ijen naege malhaejwo
Keutnassdan geol LET ME KNOW."

And as I closed my eyes, he started singing their song Let Me Know.

His cold, mature and manly voice...it is striking me again. This is one of the reason why I had a crush in him when it's our trainee days. When he sing...

I just feel...warm and light.

"Girl let me know."
    He sang and sang until....

"You're doing good for your first day."

- Taehyung

I was about to make her fall asleep by caressing her head but...I shouldn't touch her yet...right?

So, I just sang.
While singing, I can feel that she's lighten up, the tense in her body and feelings was loosen.

I continued until I noticed...
She's sleeping already.

"Mianhe.
I wish that made you feel comfortable.

Mianhe for making you feel uncomfortable with me, it's my fault and I'm willing to pay for any kind of punishment."
     I whispered.

"I wish I started with the good day."