Lost Memories (Taehyung x Jennie) [Book 2]

◆ Twenty - Six ◆

- Taehyung

A night without her....
It's my fault...I know.
And I'm full of regrets...again.

"Jennie...

It's not my intention to hurt you or to destroy our relationship. I dont know what happened to me, honestly.

I want to see you.
I just want to hug you and apologize."

I looked up at the sky, few minutes...
Jin, Jimin aand Jungkook came to me.

"Hyung."
    Jungkook sat beside me on the bench outside of the dorm.

"I'm mad at you, hyung."
    Jungkook looked at my eyes straight and seriously.

"Me too, I'm definitely mad at you."
    Jimin added.

"Are you a stupid person, Taehyung? Why have you done that?"
    Jin asked crossing his arms and talked to me without looking at me.

I could say...they are really mad at us.

"I know, it's my fault."
     I answered.

"Good, you know. But even though you knew it, nothing's gonna change. You alrrady lose her."
    Jin, then, looked at me with flames in his eyes.

"You wasted everything, hyung. Be thankful, I'm still calling you hyung and giving you some RESPECT which you haven't given to Jennie noona."
    Jungkook scolded a bit amd he crosses his arms and clenched his fist.

I bowed to myself.
I feel so worthless again.

"You wasted her, you wasted the chance she gave to you. She have fogiven you for the last time you did this, but at the same day that she has forgiven you, you cheated again. You even called on the phone to inform her that it will be the last for you and Irene. So dumb."
    Jimin commented harshly.

"Everything's wasted, Taehyung. Do you want to fix this? Or can you even fix this? It's all messed up. All of the things are ruined already. I know we are your friends and we should comfort you, but now...you don't deserve to be comforted, you have to be scolded."
     Jin scolded, he stood up and pointed me. He's literally mad.

"We all know that you habe done so many things to fight for your love for Jennie, but she don't deserve to be cheated. Even thoigh you got tortured, even though, you almost die, even though you have donated blood for Jennie, she suffered as well as you did. She almost died as well. Don't you remember?"
    Jimin's voice was high enoug for me to say that he's mad.

"I don't think I need to say anything...you're older than me. I know that you already know what's right and wrong, what to do and what you shouldn't."
    Jungkook calmed himself before answering.

Tears fell down on my cheeks not because they scolded me but because of hurting Jennie...she's the only woman that even thoigh she have seen my flaws, she still accepts me and loved me.

I wasted everything...

"Mianhe. Mianhe."

I cried.
And as time passes by...
I went to to our room.