Lost Memories (Taehyung x Jennie) [Book 2]

◆ Fifty - Seven ◆

- Jisoo

We arrived the hospital.
We are rushing on following Taehyung and the nurses.

But of course, one of the nurses stopped us as we reached the operating room.

"Please wait here."
       The nurse pleaded.

We stopped from walking and the nurses entered to operating room with Taehyung's unconscious body on the stretcher.

A doctor came in, rushing.

As minutes have passed...
Jin walked around for a bit then, sat on the bench.

We, girls, keptnon sitting on the bench as well, beside each others and praying for Taehyung.

Jennie...
She's honestly blank.
She's crying and sobbing on her own.

Saying sorry to herself.

"Now...
You're blaming yourself?"

I thought as I hugged her and let her lean on my shoulder.

Lisa and Chaeyoung keaned to each others as well and closed their eyes while oraying for Taehyun's survival moment.

My eyes went to the boys who are...

Worriedly running their fingers through their hair and, can't stay on a place for a long time. They keep on moving, while we are here waiting.

Suddenly, I heard Jimin grunted.
And he looked straight to Jennie.
He inhaled a large amount of oxygen comapre to normal amount. And then, he speak...

"Should we....blame you?"
       Calmly, he asked. But he toned sarcastic.

Jin looked at him, glaring at him a bit to make him stop but Jimin didn't bother stopping.

"I can't blame you if you're mad at him, he cheated and that's true. That's really a big mistake. But it's also unfair for him the time you have forgiven Baekhyun thay easily. Then, before he left the dorm earlier, he was arguing with you. He tried to conaider you earlier before yelling at you and even before leaving, but you showed your fucking badass attitude and this is the result, Jennie!"
      He yelled at Jennie making Jennie sob a little bit loud.

"That's enough, Jimin."
      Jin tried stopping him by pushing him backwards but...

"Taehyung's crying for you. In front of you, sometimes. I know you're considerate but after that cheating incident, your considerations became...nothing but a bitch behavior. Jennie, no offense but...you've changed."
     Jimin halyed and continued...

"You've changed. And you can't blame Taehyung if you changed in this way. You have your own brain and conscience, you can think what is wrong and right, and you have the privilege to choose the right thing or the wrong decision. And you chose to be like that...and this is the result. Come to think of your mistake, Jennie."
     Jimin stopped at that moment and Chaeyoung immediately talked and defended Jennie.

"No one likes this, Jimin. No one had expected this as well. Stop blaming her. She also experienced many things, in the first place, Taehyung ket her out from the bar, right? She got kidnapped and the result was having an amnesia but have you heard us blaming Taehyung while the three years of them being not together was on going? We haven't talked and we didn't blame Taehyung while Jennie eonnie can't remember him. Watch your words and actions too, Jimin."
     Chaeyoung glared and rolled her eyes at the end and get back her eyes to Jennie, who's sobbing and crying. Trying to keep everything composed but...she's brokem and I know...

"I know that you're blaming yourself.

Please stop.
It wasn't your fault."

- Jennie

"I'm going to ask the same thing he was asking...

Is it...my fault?

It's not my intention to hurt him like that...this is nit what I want either.

Ir's just that it really hurts, I, honestlywill remember the time he cheated, the way he did it with Irene that night while I'm going to see him.

It is so painful...
Like mu heart is being squeezed and torn...
Like it was flaming and burning in pain.

Literally...
I wish I was hit by a car now, and save him.

If I could just know...
I have saved him.
I swear."

"Even though I'm mad at him...
I still do love him...even though the pain is killing me inside and making me jumb, I still care.

I still care that's why, I'm here and waiting.

Please...
Be fine...
Wake up...
Jebal."

"I shouldn't have blamed him...
I'm guilty now.

I should have blamed.Irene instead of him.

Why am I so stupid for not thinking about it?

Such a pabo...
Jennie, pabo-a."

"Sorry if I didn't forgive you as easily as I did to Baekhyun.

I want to feek how you'll comfort me after everything...but...I think...I won't be able to fell how you'll court me again cause...you're there.

Be fine now.
Jebal, Taehyung-a.

Jebal."

"I'm really sorry....

Taehyung-a."