Lost Memories (Taehyung x Jennie) [Book 2]

◆ Thirty - Five ◆

Same day...
Same time...
But nothing's happening,
Until....

- Jennie

"Oh, I forgot, I need to go girls. I should be on the MC stage...with...Taehyung."
     Hesitantly, Jisoo informed.

I nodded as well as Lisa and Chaeyoung.

Jisoo waved at us and made her way to the MC's stage. She stayed there with Taehyung. Lisa and Chaeyoung are watching everything, while me, my eyes are stuck on the stage. I don't want to get distracted.

- Taehyung

I'm an MC together with Jisoo and Jinyoung.

It feels awkward while standing with them, they are taliing to each other, while me...I'm keeping myself to be silent.

While we are speaking in front of the camera and everyone...

I feel like I'm going to die...
I want to cry and run to Jennie's arms but...
That fact...that fact she yelled with Irene earlier at the backstage...

It's all my fault.

Jisoo and Jinyoung are acting really well and me...I need to do it as well. I'm preventing every tears to shoe in my eyes.

I have managed to speak and to do things well.

Until...the day is over.

"I'm one of the MC earlier but I don't feek happy...

Jisoo's awkwardly talking to me and acting that we're fine...it's all part if the script.

Now...
I'm heading back to the car with my members...

I want to see Jennie, suddenly."

Thinking of some things randomly.

I kept myself at the back of everyone as we are heading to our car.

And as we went inside our car...

I sat beside the window and wore my headphone.

"Without you...
I'm nothing.

Holding you makes me feel like I'm hokding a diamond and that made me think that I'm a special perosn for holding such a valuable creaton like you yet....

I haven't held you enough.

Mianhe."

I closed my eyes and leaned my head to the window.

(A/N: While typing this part, I'm listening to Sam Smith's Too Good At Goodbyes and it's so...devastating.)

"Jennie...
Should I go and approach you?

Should I follow you wherever you go?

Jennie...
Should I talk to you?
Should I ask if I shoukd talk to you?
Or should I just grabbed you so that you can't resist?

Jennie...
Do you know that I'm thinking of you right now?

Do you know that...
I still love you?

Do you know that even though I almost cheated or...I cheated...it doesn't mean that I don't love you anymore?

I do love you.
More than anybody else...
More than myself, definitely.