~Keith POV~
I was trying to think about when I started feeling this way about him. Was it when we saved Shiro, was it when he stood up for me, or when I cradled him in my arms. It's hard hiding my feelings for him and it would be harder if he really knew me. I mean I'm not not me but I'm not all me either. I hide most of my problems with anger and I guess it's working. I just don't want lance to be afraid of me. I try my hardest to be nice but I don't want it to blow my cover. I get I'm messing everything up but maybe That's okay.
~Lance's POV~
"Hey keith wait up" I shouted after him coming back from a failed mission. He slowed down and looked back for me. I jogged up to him panting a little.
"Your a Palladian of voltron you think you would have better lungs" He said
"Wow in a good mood I can see" I said joking
"Not in the mood right now lance okay" he said
"You were like that yesterday when will you be in the right mood" I asked honestly worried about him
"I just need some alone time" he said shewing me away with his hand. I stoped trying to think why he's in a bad mood. His speed slowed down.
"Is it Shiro?" I asked knowing they were close.
"Come on I get it you guys were like brothers" I added when he didn't answer.
"Yah it's kinda tough without him around." he said stopping and looking back at me.
"I sorry man, Pidge will find a way to get him back don't worry" I said trying to make him him feel better. It didn't work, I can tell when he's lying.
"Yah...um I will see you later" he said rushing away angry. I could tell he agreed just to get me to shut up. He's always running away and I'm tired of it.
~Keith's POV~
I went to the black lion in hopes I could feel Shiro with me. I used talk to him about everything and I miss that. He knew my feeling for lance and he accepted me for that. He never pushed me to tell him and that made it easy to talk to him. I sat in the black lion and closed my eyes. I could feel his hand on my shoulder I knew it wasn't real but all I had to do was believe.
"Shiro I really need your right now. I hate myself for it but I can't stop thinking about him. I want to tell him I really want to but I...I feel like he will treat me different for it. I don't want to be different that's all I've ever been." I said to myself. I wanted him to hear me I needed him to. I know he wasn't really there but I could hear him telling me what I have to do.
~Lance's POV~
I don't mind keith being mad I mean that's who he is But this...this is different. He's not mad he's hiding something and I'm going to find out what it is if it kills me. Well not literally I'm just gonna ask him untill he tells me. I went to look for him and I found him with the black lion. I went up to talk to him but over-heard him talking.
"...I don't want to be different that's all I've ever been." He said. I stayed there wanting to hear more but he didn't say anything else. Eventually he got up and I ran out of the room. I hope he didn't see me. I don't know why I ran I guess I didn't want to interrupt. I knew he wasn't just angry it's much more. I just wish he would tell me.
I have like 47 parts all written for this story let me know it you want more. It's really good.
