~KEITHS POV~
it's been 2 weeks since I broke up with Lance. It's been easier lately and I've been thinking. I was wrong to act so fast and break things off. I want to apologize to him for reacting the way I did. This whole time I've blamed him for it but it was really just me. I want to talk to him. I want to tell him I'm sorry and I want to fix things. We may not be able to go back to how it was but we can try. If that means starting over then it's worth it. I just hope he will forgive me this time.
~LANCES POV~
I've been thinking about the fight and I know how to fix it. If I just listened before this never would have happened. I know that relationship take effort and maybe I wasn't giving enough. We were both wrong for one reason or another but that doesn't mean we can't make something right. I leave my room making my way to Keith's. I take a deep breath before knocking on the door. It takes him a while to open the door and he was shocked to see me.
"Hey" He says awkwardly. I know what I have to do. I don't think twice. I grab Keith by the shirt pulling him into a kiss. He's stiff for a while but quickly grabs me around the waist. We make our way to the wall falling deeper into a kiss. It was desired and felt right. He throws off my jacket taking his off as well. His hands fell to my pants undoing my belt. I pull them off still kissing him. He rubs my boxers making me exited. I take him by his shirt over to the bed. I lay down pulling him on top of me. He looked confused.
"I want it Keith" I say tugging at his pants. He grinds his body over mine kissing me with more passion. He takes of his pants revealing his excitement. Body to body I start to get nervous. I know it's what I wants but I've never done this before. I know he likes it believe me but what if I don't.
"Are you sure" He says pulling away. I take a deep breath nodding. His eyes we're sympathetic making it easier.
"Just go easy" I say looking up at him.
"We don't have to" He says
"No, I want it" I say again this time meaning it. He situated himself pulling my let's above him.
"Ready! " He asks. I just nod and breath in heavily. He goes in just a little bit and I don't know if I hate it or love it. He pulls out moving in deeper.
~KEITHS POV~
I move in deeper making him breath out a loud moan. I pull out just to put it deeper. His moans grow faster and I know he likes it. I move a little quicker still not going in all the way.
"More" He moans biting his bottom lip. I push it all In quickly creating an arch in his back. He holds his breath closing his eyes. I push it back in again this time he let's the moans out. I keep going until I start to feel myself finishing. I speed up knowing he can take it and finish inside him. He finishes not long after. It's isn't till it's all over I process this whole thing. Lance was willing to give himself to me to prove I was more than sex. Funny way to do it but it worked. We don't bother getting dressed all the way we just lay next to each other. He has a huge smile on his face making me happy and sad at the same time. I was the one who took away his smile but I also love seeing him like that.
"I'm sorry" I say knowing it had to be said. I brushed the sweaty hair out of his face.
"No, I'm sorry" He says back looking to me. We didn't say anything more than that. We didn't know what else to say. Before this we were broken up we were done but now it's complicated. I wanted to talk to him anyways but this was a better idea. We just lay there looking at one another for longer than I can remember. We held hands again... Something I thought I would never go again. We talked here and there but nothing really about the relationship or what's left of it. Eventually it got dark and I asked him to stay. I didn't think he would want to leave anyways.
~LANCES POV~
I felt good afterwards. Not only did I like it I was happy to be with him. We laid in his bed until he started to fall asleep. He asked me to stay and luckily I wasn't planning on leaving. I held his hand while he drifted to sleep. He looked so cute sleeping. I smiled thinking I never would have seen this again. But here we are in his bed. I run my hand through his hair moving it out of his face. I want to cry and laugh all at the same time. I know we're still broken up but this feels like we're back to normal. I want to cry because I know tomorrow won't be the same but I also get to wake up next to him. I pull up the blanket up and he scoots to be closer to me. I move the blanket to cover him up wrapping my arms around him at the same time. His eyes flutter open tilting his head up enough to see me. He smiled making me smile too.
"I love you" He says taking my hand in his.
"I love you too" I say kissing his forehead. He turns more so I can kiss his lips.
"Goodnight" I whisper into his ear.
"Goodnight Lance" He says closing his eyes again. Im still smiling even though he's not looking. I'm smiling because even if we're not together I'm still the luckiest man alive.
