"I mean come on. You're just so hot it's like theres a constant sexual tension between us. What can I do about it" he said rubbing his hands around my lower back.
"You can just pick me up again, and break the tension naked in our bed. Does that sound like something you can do." I say messing with his zipper. He looks at me with a smirk before he picked me up and lead me to the room.
"What did I say. You are sexual tension itself" he said when he sat me down on the bed. He kissed me down my neck. Biting me again and again when he felt like I needed it. We always do a lot before really having sex just to build up. It makes everything feel better but I wanted him now. I pull his head to mine by his hair. I was rough with him but that's what he's into.
"Just fuck Me already" I whisper in his ear before sucking on his lobe. He shivered with pleasure and quickly tore off our clothes. I stood up allowing him to get on the bed first. He opened his lap giving me room to sit on him letting me take control. I sit on his dick slowing lowering myself until I couldn't anymore. I have both hands on his chest giving he leverage to bounce on him. His hands on my hips grinding them against his dick. I moved faster taking complete control which made him absolutely mad. He liked seeing me dominate and it made me feel good too. I stare down at him moaning with no care who hears. He stares right back at me biting his lip to keep his moans concealed. I lean down shifting on his dick so my face was next to his.
"Why won't you moan for me" I whisper in his ear. He closes his eyes still fighting it.
"Come on baby. Moan for me" I say leaving back up beaching myself for his whole dick again. This time I move up farther and come back down faster. I kept this up only getting him to moan under his breath. I go as fast as I can my legs burning under me and after a good pump I sit with his whole dick inside me. The pressure felt good to him as I slowly grind forward and backwards with my hips. I lean down again
"Don't make me beg" I whisper kissing his neck. I grind harder only making him garb my back and flip us over. He pounds into me like a rabbit. He was so fast I couldn't keep up. This time his moans were out loud and strong. His moans made my dick quiver with pleasure. I start rubbing my dick having trouble catching my breath.
"Oh fuck lance" he moans when he finishes inside me. He kept going for a while after he came. I took this opportunity to pump faster allowing myself to cum on my abs and chest. He finally let out laying down on top of me. He kissed me a few time before rolling off to my side. I smiled at him knowing how weak he gets when I dominate him and whisper in his ear. He's so cute when he tried to keep in his moans. He wants me to beg him. I pull on my boxers and throw a pair at him. He wines and rolls away into the bed.
"Wow you're that tired aren't you" I say laughing at him.
"You're a lot of work don't make fun of me" He says mumble in the pillow.
"I can skip leg day for a month after that, you weren't the one getting your ass completely destroyed either." I say.
"I was gonna ask how you're still walking after that" he rolls over to look at me.
"Haha very funny" I joke back crawling into bed with just a par of sweats on. I cuddle up in his arms as he spoons me. He kisses my neck before laying back down. We don't say anything. We just sit there listening to the music on the radio that plays in the background. He started to snore giving away his cover. I smile again knowing how much I can do to him. He's the bigger stronger man in the relationship but one night in bed and I can have him on his knees for me. All the more reason to love him. I let myself fall asleep. Not leaving him to sleep Alone knowing he's afraid to sleep without me. He must not have slept while I was gone so I gave him a pass this time. We have our little things like that. He can't sleep without me and I can't I couldn't have asked for a better person to be with. I'm begging the world to keep him safe, to keep us safe.
He didn't answer all I heard was silence from the bedroom. I was annoyed he would treat me like this then just ignore me again. So I stomped into the room ready to fight again. He was sitting on the bed with his hands covering his face again. I could tell he wasn't trying to fight anymore. He was crying.
"Noah why are you crying. We can get past this you are overacting over a kiss. You are making it worse than it is." I say with less of a time but still assertive.
"I'm not making it worse that it already is. I shouldn't have let you go back I should have made you stay. Now I keep thinking that I did this to us that it's my fault. So stupid." He says tearing himself down.
"It's not your fault. Don't blame yourself, I did this to us" I say getting on my knees in front of him.
"Do you really love me?" He asks. I didn't realize until now just how much I messed up. That I didn't think about Noah's feelings when I went back to Keith. I can see now how insecure Noah is and how hard this must be for him.
"Yes I love you. I love you so much." I say grabbing his face with one of my hands. He closes his eyes and falls into my hand letting more tears fall.
"Why did you do this lance. Why did I let you." He cries. It hurt seeing him like this. I hated that I made him feel this way. Why does everyone feel like this when they are with me. What is wrong with me.
I'd missed the way his hat fell over his face. The softness of his skin under my fingers. The gap in his lips and the shimmer in his eyes. The way he makes the room feel warmer. The smile that squishes his cheeks making them red. The way he said my name and how it rolled off his tongue. Especially his tongue. He laid there submissive and breable. He watched as I passed over every part of him that I missed. Letting me take it all in again. I kiss him with my eyes closed. I inch down kiss by kiss.
"You finally grew it out." I say kissing the peach fuzz just above his belt. His cheeks blushed. I kiss him again knowing I could. He captivates me so much I'm weak around him.
