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~KEITH'S POV~
I walked to my room after a long day of work tired and ready for a nap. When I got there I was instantly full of energy when I saw Lance sitting on my bed. It wasn't really mine anymore we shared it so much it's now ours. He kissed me before I laid down face first in my pillow. He laughed and started rubbing my head making me happy. He did it for a while before I started falling asleep. I didn't want to sleep waisting time for us but I couldn't help it.~LANCE'S POV~
I rubbed his head smiling at how cute he is when he's tired. I held his hand while the other was in his hair. I started imagining my life if I never got to this place with him. I saw darkness and loneliness. I've changed because of him and I love who I've become. Love? I started to think. This word keeps coming up. I though it was a good time to say it out loud it's kinda unexpected but needed
"I know we've been together for a while now and haven't really talked about it but I can't imagine my life without you and I don't want to...I love you" I said taking my hand of his head. He didn't say anything back. I started worrying he didn't love me back? why did I say that he doesn't even love me back.
"I'm sorry Keith I know it's too soon" I quickly got up. He didn't say anything when I headed for the door. Was he ignoring me because I said I love you? didn't feel the same.~KEITH'S POV~
I woke up a few hours later and Lance was gone. When did he leave? I hope he wasn't mad at me I didn't mean to fall asleep I was just so tired. I didn't want him to be mad to I decided to go talk to him. I walked over to his room and let myself in. Its gotten to that point its not a big deal anymore. When I saw him he jumped out of bed wiping his tears away. I don't know why he was crying and It hurt to see him sad.
"Lance what wrong" I said walking over to him putting my hands on his shoulder. He didn't answer he just stood up tall. He fixed his suite and wiped away the last of the tears.~LANCE'S POV~
I knew he didn't love me I mean he's already tried to break up with me. I regret saying it so soon but I don't regret loving him.
"Don't you remember" I asked sniffling
"Know what, Is it because I fell asleep" he said
"No its not because of the - wait you fell asleep" I asked. Maybe he wasn't ignoring me.
"Yah once you started rubbing my head I fell asleep I couldn't help it" he said. I smiled with joy. He laughed
"Now what wrong" he asked with a cute smile on his face.
"I didn't know you fell asleep that's all" I said.
"Yah im sorry about that I promise it won't happen again" he laughed
"That's okay next time just let me sleep with you" I added into his laughter. He kissed my cheek making me smile more untill he kissed my lips still smiling giving me butterflies in my stomach
"But why where you crying" he asked stoping kissing me
"I just..."I had to think of an excuse quick I didn't want to say I love you knowing what happened last time.
"...I just miss my family that's all" I said. It wasn't completely wrong. He nodded kissing me again. Maybe it wasn't time to say I love you out loud. But in my head I've already screamed it to the world.