~LANCE'S POV~
It was hard keeping the secret from keith. I didn't mean to catch him I just wanted to talk. My plan is to come clean to him. I'm going to tell him I overheard him in the lion but will not hold anything against him. This is going to end horribly wrong. After one of our missions I found keith walking to his room. I followed behind him scared to say anything. He saw me a few times but he didn't say anything.
~KEITH'S POV~
I noticed lance that was following behind me. I walked faster to see if he really was and I made it to my room before I said something.
"What do you want" I said to his face
"Can we talk for a tick (second)" he said on a serious note. I opened my door and motioned him inside.
"What is it" I asked really not wanting to know.
"So don't be mad but I kinda, maybe, sort of, accident-" he stoped noticing the tired expression on my face
"I heard you talking to shiro" he spit out. No. No all I cound think was no.
"What!! How much did you hear" I asked honestly angry
"Just you saying you don't want to be different" he said. I let out a breat at least he didn't hear it all.
"That was my own time why were you even there" I asked calming my voice.
"I know your not just angry and I wanted to make sure its wasn't because of me." he said relaxing. It is about you but not because of you.
"Well now that you already invaded my privacy what else do you want to rewen." I said
~LANCE'S POV~
"I didn't mean to rewen it I jus-" I said before he cut me off
"Well you did so move on" he said sitting on his bed.
"I just wanted to say sorry." I said looking down. I heard him sigh before standing right back up.
"Listen...you got me okay. You know I'm not just angry and that makes me kinda defensive I guess. It's not you It's me"
"It sounds like your breaking up with me" I laughed making the mood lift.
"Actually it's the opposite" he said.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"You want to know why I'm so angry?" he asked
"Please" I said wanting to see what he was behind all his anger.
"I'm angry at myself...not you not shiro, me I don't like how sensitive I really am so I hide all my feelings." he said leaving me speechless. How could he think so poorly about himself.
"Keith, why would you even think that?" I asked.
"I don't want your pitty Lance" he said
"I don't like opening up to people because I don't want them to treat me differently" he added.
"Sometimes being different isn't such a bad thing" I said
"Thats what everyone says but I don't see what good could come of it" he said.
"Well look, you're finally talking to me about it. I think that's pretty important for you" I said trying to help.
~KEITH'S POV~
"I guess" I said.
"Do you want to talk about it." He said. I hated how much I loved this.
"Not really." I said
"Thats fine...then what do you want to talk about" he said sitting on my bed. It's kinda weird to see him so calm but I guess I am overreacting just a little.
"Um I don't really know" I said sitting on the other side of the bed.
"Do we have to talk?" I asked breaking the awkward silence.
"Oh uh no I'll just go" he said getting up.
"No...I mean, stay. Please" I said a little to fast.
"Okay good" he said jumping back on the bed. It didn't take long for the conversation to start. It wasn't about me or him necessarily but it was nice. The hard part was trying not to stare at him. I got away with it when he was talking, I don't think he noticed much.
