~LANCE'S POV~
We need to have a talk but every thing is so good right now. We're not fighting were just....normal. I get it there is no normal but I just think anything with him and I together is better than that. I feel like I need to prove myself to him again. I want to apologize again and I want him to know I never meant to hurt him. I rub my face stressed about this whole thing. Keith wakes up yawning.
"You okay?" He asked. I take a deep breath.
"Yah... " I sigh. "... Just stressed" I say throwing my hands back down. He lays his head back knowing exactly why I'm stressed. I don't want him to feel bad about what he did I know he had his reasons.
"Don't worry about it" I say sitting up.
"I'm pretty happy right now" I smile at him. He let's out a little laugh. His face slowly went cold.
"About that... " He says sitting up too.
"Please don't tell me were still broken up... I really need you" I say grabbing his hands.
"That's not what I'm saying Lance" He looks down.
"So what's wrong?" I ask
"I love you and I want to be with you but I need to accept myself too. I've been so focused on us that I haven't had time for myself" He says looking up at me
"Keith If you've been struggling to make us work you could have just told me. I would have given you time" I say
"I know but, I just didn't want you to worry." He says
"I'm always going to worry about you keith." I say smiling.
"I want you to be happy and if that means taking this break I can do that. I'm always going to be here when your ready" I say
"You really are stubborn aren't you" He says smiling
"Only with you" I say laughing with him.
"You don't know how bad I want to kiss you right now" Keith says.
"Yes I do" I say leaning into a kiss. We break apart still close enough our noses are touching. He leans his forehead against mine holding the back of my neck.
~KEITH'S POV~
I love his messy hair. How deep his voice is in the morning. The tingle I feel when our lips touch. I hate saying we are apart but it feels like we're still okay. There is tension between us but we both know with time... We can be together.
"Can you stay?" I ask him in a soft voice.
"As long as you'd like" He says. We sit and talk for hour's.
"Again I'm so sorry I called you an orphan in such a hateful way." He brings up.
"I know I forgive you" I say back knowing he would take it back.
"I was thinking... " He said
"I think my mom would really like you" He said
"Really?" I asked
"Yah. If only you could meet her, she would treat you like another son" He said. His sympathetic eyes and soft voice made me warm. Believing someone could love me like a mom would made me so happy. Even if I never meet her it gives me hope.
"I get it that's a lot to take in but I just want you to know your family to me. Broken or not" He says. My heart sinks full of love.
"I don't want to be broken" I say looking into his eyes.
"I said I need time for myself but there is no me without you. I was stupid for thinking I could fix this Without you. Lance I know we're complicated and kinda a mess but I need that chaos in my life." I say taking everything back. Taking him back. He smiles.
"I promise you won't regret this" He says hugging me. It doesn't really feel like we ever stopped dating because we never stopped loving one another.
~LANCES POV~
Having him back doesn't feel to different. I can call him my boyfriend again but everything else feels almost she same. I mean when we were broken up we had sex and slept in the same bed one night. But now I can sleep with him every night. I can kiss him ever morning and see his beautiful face all day long. I kiss him wrapping my had around his mullet. I can feel his smiling between the kisses. Without noticing we had moved to the middle of the bed laying on to of one another. Softly I pull off his shirt kissing him while its over his face. We kiss some more almost like it was I'm slow motion. I run my hands over his body with the slightest touch. My shirt eventually came off with his pants. He was on top of me his body touching mine. He sits up on my lap, his hands on my chest. I sip up kissing him some more. He roles us over so I'm on top. He slowly takes off my pants ready for it.
"No no no it's still my turn" I say now sitting on his lap. He laughs with a big smile. He bites his bottom lip before grabbing me by the hips. I sit up on my knees giving him room to take of his boxers. I sit back down this time with nothing between is. I hold myself up using his chest slowly moving my body. His hands move from my hips to my back as he spins us back around. I moan when I land on the bed him now on top of me. No matter how may times we've has sex this time felt different. There was no lust or urgency it was pure passion. He didn't move to fast but just enough for it to feel good. His head rested on mine kissing me on and off.
~KEITHS POV~
we've had sex plenty of times before but some how each time leaves me breathless. It's not even about the sex it's about Lance. The crack in his voice afterward, the way he kisses me.
"God I've missed you" He says holding my head.
"I've been here the whole time" I say.
"I mean I missed your giggles, your body, your smile and even your stupid little mullet" He says smiling
"My mullets not stupid" I laugh.
"I'm getting to cheesy just cuddle me" He says turning around. I laugh again scooting up to him I pull up the blanket to cover us.
"Are you even tired?" I ask.
"No" He mumbles Into the blanket.
"You just want to cuddle?" I ask
"Yes, can't a boy's get his cuddles" He says in a funny voice. He tried not to laugh but I heard him giggling. This is the Lance I love. The silly and clingy side of him. The fact that he wants the cuddle all day.
"I love you silly boy" I say resting my head on his back.
"I love you too baby boy" Hey said back.
