Psycho-Pass x Various Reader [a big collection]

[Chapter 3]

Good evening, dear reader. I had no time to update earlier. If I made any errors... please, look over them :D Things are gonna get... darker. 

Enjoy this chapter at least as much as I enjoyed writing it.

X.

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I was loudly typing away on my computer.

Thanks to Gino, I had to write a full report to Kasei about how I've spent yesterday's evening.

Is it really not acceptable in Sybil's eyes to keep in touch with our family once they become latent criminals? "Tomomi Masaoka is my father, no matter what." -I typed.
I had to lie through my teeth.
The harder I thought about the lies to type up for Kasei, the more I thought about Kogami and what really happened that night.

I could feel my body lust after him just by refreshing my memories. I chuckled. How pathetic... there's no such thing as a relationship between Inspectors and Enforcers. It's wrong. It's forbidden. It's taboo. -I kept repeating it to myself. It is one of the first things we learn. Usually, the hard way. But still, how can I tell Kogami? He seemed really happy with me last night.

It was almost 6 pm. It was getting close to the end of my shift. The place was empty. Aoyanagi and the two Enforcers left the building to take care of some abnormal activities in the Shinjuku area. I didn't go this time, because of this report. 

I stretched out in my chair, when someone knocked on the door.
"Come in!" -I yawned as the door opened. Kogami opened the door and walked up to my desk. He leaned against my desk. Why is he here? To see me?

"Evening, Inspector." -he smiled at me.

"What are you doing here?" -I felt the blood quickly rush to my cheeks and tainting them pink. I need to hide my emotions better!

"I actually wanted to see you before my shift starts." -he looked in my (e/c) eyes with his grey ones. If I weren't sitting, my knees would have given up on me. "How are you?"

"Yeah, good." -I nodded. "But I doubt you're here for a small talk." -I took a deep breath.

"Ok, you got me." -he chuckled. "We can't do this."

"Do what?" -I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Us."-he whispered. "I can't risk your career. I talked to Pops and I heard what happened..."

"You talked to my dad?" -my eyes grew wide. "Why?"

"Look, (f/n), Pops and Gino are right. I don't want you to get demoted. There's a great career lying ahead of you. I already fucked up. You don't need to follow my steps..."
"But... last night..."
"C'mon, we were really pissed and emotional." -he rolled his eyes. "It can't be taken into account"

I nodded.
I let my head hit the desk. How can I be so naive?
Of course, last night wasn't anything special! How could I possibly think for a moment that he has feelings for me? That he'd be upset? He's a hunting dog, following orders. My brother's orders, nonetheless.
It ached my heart that Kogami could speak of last night's passion so easily.
I was supposed to deliver him these news, not the other way around.
But... if I wanted nothing, why am I hurting? I know the system, I know the rules. There can be no surprises for me.

As I was lost on my train of thought, I felt Kogami's warm hand on the back of my neck.

"I'm sorry, (f/n), I didn't want to hurt you. It just can't ever work out between us...You know. We need to follow the rules."