👅a first time for everything ~ chapter 18👅

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hey kids you know what it's time for?1?!2?2!1!1?1?1!1?
GAY AND SMUT TIME
they're not going to go the full distance but there are some sexual themes so if you're no cool with that just skip ahead. anyways enjoy the next chapter

"Please text me every single day!" I tell into Peggy's ear as I held her tightly close to my chest. I shout this over the buss and chaos of the airport. I might not be her boyfriend or even be straight anymore, but I still love Peggy.

"Of course, John!" She shouts back, placing both of her soft milk chocolate hands on my cheeks. "I'll miss you so much!"

She turns around and says her dramatic and tear-filled farewells to the others.

"Flight 169, one-way flight to London, England, will now be boarding. I repeat, flight 169, one-way flight to London, England, will now be boarding at this time," a lady on the intercom said that echoed through the airport. Lafayette fully bursts into tears as he embraces Peggy in a tight long hug.

"Please come over for the holidays," Alexander asks her as he hugs her.

"Please be safe, sweetie," Angelica cautiously warned her. "Not every boy is like John, and they will all break your heart. I'm going to miss you, my baby." She kisses her on the cheek gently and clutches her shoulder protectively.

"No drugs, no alcohol, no having sex with boys you barely know," Eliza stepped in, spurring out her words like a waterfall.

"Eliza," Peggy interjected, lightly laughing. "I'll be fine."

"I know," She almost whimpers as she wraps her pale arms around her. "I'm just going to miss you so much."

"I'll be visiting every time I can," She assured us, smiling widely, although I can see a feeling of hurt hidden beneath her grin. "I don't know what I'll do without you guys."

"Ma copine, you'll have plenty of friends in London. Tu seras bien," Lafayette smiles. (My friend; You'll be fine)

"This is the last boarding call for Flight 169."

"I have to go," Peggy sighed, picking up her two yellow suitcases. "Gosh, I'll miss you all so much!" She abruptly drops her suitcases on the ground and all seven of us huddle together close in a big warm group hug.

"Make smart decisions!" Eliza shouts as Peggy spins on her heel and turns towards the security area. "Tell Mom I love her!"

"She's gone," Angelica mutters, waving goodbye to her although she was turned around.

"I know," I weakly reply back, my voice breaking as I try to speak through the tears.

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"It's so empty around here now," Alexander observed as we stepped into the dorm room that was in fact quite empty. She had left some of her pans for Alex, and she left her house plants. Everything else that belonged to her was gone, and it seemed like she barely ever existed as cruel as that sounds. Although, the rotting pain that sits in my chest is enough of a reminder of her absence.

"Yeah," I replied, plopping myself down on the couch as I ran my hands through my curly hair. I took it down from its ponytail and let me hair bounce everywhere. I looked over at Alex who was standing in the kitchen now. I had caught him staring off guard.

"What is it?" I politely ask, "Do I need a haircut?"

"No! No," He stutters, looking down at the cutting board he just pulled out. "You look fine, great even! It's just that I- I've never seen you with your hair down before."

I ponder this thought for a quick moment. "Really?" I question, "After these few weeks, you've never seen me once with my hair down?"

He frantically shakes his head in denial but then his head pops up. "Actually..."

"What?"

"The first time I met you," He says, and the thought instantly rewinds in my head. From the towel to his beautiful brown wandering eyes to his sleek hair, to his ambition, dedication, and intelligence, to the dream.

"I've never embarrassed myself that bad before," I sigh, rubbing my temples in shame. He stops whatever he's doing in our kitchen and takes a seat right next to me on my- our couch. We're so close together that our knees to our thighs are touching.

"I'm sorry I embarrassed you that day," He softly says.

"You have nothing to apologize for," I tell him and lift my head up to look towards him. He was already looking at me.

"Scorpio," he blurts out, and I tilt my head in confusion.

"What?"

"Oh, sorry," He apologizes, looking away. "Your freckles. They make the constellation Scorpio on your left cheek."

I raise my hand to my left cheek. "How did you notice that?" I quietly ask in astonishment.

"It's hard not to notice you, John Laurens."

I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't help being in front of this beautiful man that was only inches away from me and kiss him. I couldn't stop the everlasting butterflies from fluttering in my stomach any other way. I quickly connect our lips together and gently kiss him, putting my hand softly on his left cheek.

He slowly leans into the kiss, placing both arms on my neck as he kisses me softly. His gentle pink lips on mine made me shiver with desire as I gradually deepen the kiss. He doesn't hesitate to kiss back more passionately. I wrap my arms around him neck and slowly hoist myself into his lap. Alexander was the shorter one so it would seem more logical if he sat on my lap, but there was a strong sense of comfort as he wrapped his arms tightly around my waist as he kissed me. I was taller than him, so I had to crane my neck to kiss him, but it felt right. Whatever I was doing with Alexander felt right.

I began to trail downwards, leaving soft kisses on his jawline and neck. He softly moaned as I sucked on his neck lovingly, and it urged me to gently grind my hips against his.

He threw his head back as I kept kissing and biting his neck, leaving faint lovebites that would soon turn a bruised brown. He slipped his hand under the hem of my shirt which makes me shiver. As I was going back up to kiss his soft lips again, I leaped at the sudden knock on the door. I hastily threw myself off of Alexander.

"We'll be there in a minute!" Alexander yelled at the door and turned back over to me, slightly panting. He smiled and pulled in for another quick kiss. I felt slightly disappointed as he quickly pulled away and went to go answer the door. There standing in the doorway was Lafayette and Angelica.

"Hey, guys! Come in!" I said,
patting the seats of the couch. The two strolled in excitedly.

"Nous avons de bonnes nouvelles!" Lafayette excitedly
cheered, clapping his hands together. (We have good news!)

"Que est-ce que c'est?" Alexander replied back, and damn...? I have to admit it, he sounds hot speaking in French. (What is it?)

"Um, English, please and thank you?" Angelica asked.

"Oh, we have an announcement," Lafayette restated in English.

Angelica smiled widely and said, "We're all going on a road trip!"

ohhhhhh lit !! i hope my babies have fun on their road trip. i guess you'll see in the next chapter ;))))

JK I COULDNT DO THAT TO THWM I CANT HURT THEM I JUST WANT THEM TO HAVE A GOOD GAY TIME!!

also i gotta make sure angelica has a love interest even tho my homegirl is an independent woman who's doing fine on her own, she can need a lil lovin sometimes.
anyways cya cunt bags in the next chapter l ily

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