It's funny how your life can change into something you never expected. Sometimes you hide things so well even you can't see them.
Jeongguk repressed the fact he was asexual and panromantic for so long he didn't even realize how he really felt. And it was crazy how now some usual things would happen and then it would make sense why he felt a certain way about things.
It was the best kind of feeling.
JK:
im too asexual for this
Jeongguk sent Jimin a text after seeing something that made him cringe.
He had just walked in his new college. After months of wait the time was finally here.
The place was crowded today, tons of people moving in a desperate way, probably already late for their first class or something.
Jeongguk was definitely lost.
He knew this was going to happen, but that is why he spent the night before trying to study the map of the place. It was stupid of him to think he had figured it out.
There were tons and tons of people dressing all nicely around him and hey he is in no way saying design students don't dress nicely, but they sure as hell don't wear the same type of clothes as law or administration students. Jeongguk knows this too well, he used to get several judgmental looks back at his former college because of his clothes.
That is why he was sure he was on the wrong place, he was getting the same type of looks from all those students around him.
Maybe he needed to go further down the hill; perhaps the big buildings at the end of the hill were the design buildings.
This was far too different from the tall concrete building where Jeongguk graduated in design. This place where he would do his post-graduation was an all open smaller campus with one-floor buildings scattered all around.
He suddenly wished he was still in his former college where there were this huge sign telling him where the building of arts where and in which floor was the classes for design.
His phone vibrated on his back pocket, Jimin had finally seen his text.
Jiminie:
for what kook? arent u at college rn?
thought ppl wouldn't bang out in the open in your new fancy arts school...
Jeongguk rolled his eyes before replying.
JK:
don't be gross jimin
I was talking about the group chat with the hyungs... haven't u read that?
Namjoon and Seokjin were great and would maintain the PDA to a minimum when they were around their friends, but they could share too much in the chat sometimes and now Jeongguk knew why he despised that so much.
Jiminie:
ooooh right... that.... I thought it was funny
Jeongguk made a disgusted face and decided to send a meme with a similar face to his friend. He figured Jimin wouldn't be grossed out by the conversation, but he needed to express to someone how grossed out he was feeling.
JK:
u r gross
anyways.... do u think I can rob a bank and become rich so I don't have to keep being lost at this campus?
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FanfictionLooking back at time Jeongguk should've known. All the signs were there, all the feelings, or in this case lack of, were also there. It was all out there clear as clean water, and yet he missed it. Jeongguk really should've known he was asexual, and...