a/n: IT WILL BE QUITE OBVIOUS BUT THIS CHAPTER IS IN TAEHYUNG'S POV JUST FYI
This was something I was kinda itching to do but wasn't sure if it would be weird because this was meant to be only in Jeongguk's pov... but then my friend Morgane commented that she would like to see his pov and it just made me excited to write it. I think it will be a nice change and maybe it makes no sense because maybe this will be the only chapter in his pov but like this is my fic so I can do this kind of shit if I feel like it so fuck it... hope you enjoy!
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Taehyung had just returned home from lunch with Yoongi and Jeongguk. He was now sitting in his fancy Charles Eames chair and just looking outside his open window.
The sun was hitting his face and the light breeze was messing his long and rather curly hair.
If it was any other day Taehyung would be fascinated with the way the sun was hitting the trees in front of his loft, he would be in awe at how the clouds were being moved really slowly by the wind and how the sky was so spectacularly blue this afternoon.
He would be watching as people moved around the city, he would find it beautiful how the buildings and houses around him seemed to be shining as the sun hit it.
If his mind was free of thought he would be itching to grab either a white canvas or his moleskine to paint or draw this beautiful view in.
Maybe he would avoid the canvas and the painting due to the mess it would make in his tiny loft, but he could work wonders with a simple pencil and a clean page.
The day today was beautiful and his artistic senses were trying to pull the thoughts he was having away from his mind in order to inspire him into drawing his day away.
But not even his artistic senses could overcome his lovesick thoughts.
As he watched the sun hide beneath a cloud and make the whole view change slightly but remain beautiful, all he was able to think was Jeongguk.
Jeongguk and his cute bunny smile. Jeongguk and his brown locks that would make Taehyung want to touch it and get his fringe away from his eyes. Jeongguk and his dark beautiful eyes that captivated Taehyung so much. Jeongguk and his wonderful laugh that would make him wrinkle his adorable nose and make his eyes shut. Jeongguk and his big ass earrings that Taehyung was always itching to play with for whatever reason. Jeongguk and his stupid muscled body that Taehyung knew the boy paid no effort to keep it like that, but it looked amazing as hell despite that. Jeongguk as his lovely voice that always sounded even softer whenever the boy called Taehyung by his name.
Taehyung closed his eyes and took a breath; he needed to control his mind.
But this felt impossible because Jeongguk was just such a wonderful person and Taehyung wanted nothing else than to never stop thinking about him and spending time with him.
It was possibly getting out of hand and Taehyung should have been controlling his feelings ever since he met the boy at the secretary that time, but he found that to be too difficult and ever since that day, his mind seemed to be focusing only on Jeongguk more and more.
Taehyung didn't want to scare the younger boy, when they first met Taehyung had sensed that the other was definitely not as outgoing as Taehyung is, so he decided to approach him with care and slowly build a friendship with the younger.
For his delight it worked just as he wanted and as the time passed he started to realize that his feelings for the younger were only increasing faster and faster.
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