You can't spell space without ace (vkook)

It's fun to fantasize

Daydreaming must be one of the easiest things to do. Probably happens more often than it should and in times and places where you should be doing something else, but creativity gets triggered in funny ways and odd situations, and sometimes you can't control it, when you realize you are lost in thought, when you shouldn't be doing this, it's already too late.

This is a great way to space out, a nice way to ease your mind if you feel like you need to do that. Sometimes everything around you gets too much and simply being alive in your everyday routine seems to be enough to suffocate you, when you feel like that it's obvious you'll think that living in a fantasy feels much better, so that's when you start to fantasize about everything.

Of course we can't lose ourselves in that, but it is okay to let this happen when you need to and sometimes all the fantasizing will actually make you realize you could follow a different path in life and be happier. But even though is a fun thing to do, sometimes you wish you could shut it off...

After allowing himself to keep being friends with Yugyeom, Jeongguk finally felt more at ease. His mind stopped to overthink about that matter and he began to focus on different things, what was good... until it wasn't.

It was nice to finally be able to really focus on class, instead of feeling the thoughts inside his mind going crazy with wonders about his friend. He finally managed to understand how to work his way with some of the HTML codification he was struggling with and he finally figured out how to use all the equipment in the serigraph room, all thanks to Taehyung though.

And there was where his main problem was, in the form of a tall, adorable, caring and funny human being.

Jeongguk and Taehyung were pretty much a package deal by now, where one went, the other would follow.

The tutoring classes were doubled lately due to the fact Jeongguk really needed to get the hang of the codes for a small test they would have the following week and of course both boys scheduled their time at the serigraph room together. So that meant that Jeongguk was around the older all the time, even outside of class.

And even though this was great and honestly the younger wouldn't have any other way, he was starting to feel the side effects of said closeness between them.

His mind was always one to take control of his thoughts and lead them towards places he would rather keep himself out; lately that place was simply fantasies about Taehyung.

It honestly wasn't what he wanted to happen, he was very much aware that he was starting to develop feelings for his friend, but he figured he would be able to cast them aside at some point, as he always did. He also thought the feeling would die soon enough because it really never lasted long, but something felt different with Taehyung.

Maybe it was because he was really close to the other, differently from all the other crushes he had who were on people he never spoke to. It could also be because he had never met someone quite like Taehyung, because no one ever made him feel this type of way.

He couldn't explain what he was feeling, he supposes it's the feel you get when you have a crush on someone, but it felt deeper than that, because he remembers the way he felt towards the girls at his school was far more light than what he feels right now.

And all of that was making his mind go to places he should've avoided.

He would constantly catch himself creating scenarios with Taehyung inside his mind, things he never dared to think about or things that he never thought about because he never really felt like doing so.