Speak how you feel so the words sound real

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a/n: Before I get into the relationship itself I'd like to clarify some things:

I have never been in a relationship myself. I have never kissed, have never held hands, and have never been just generally romantic with anyone. This whole relationship stuff I'll write are only things I kind of think/fantasize about... like, I fell I will behave like this once and if I ever get into a relationship.

I could have made Taehyung an asexual as well, but I would like to believe in the idea that people who do experience sexual attraction will be willing to date an asexual. I heard from videos/blogs/people/etc about couples that worked out between an asexual and a sexual person, so I just wanted to enforce the idea that this can happen.

Of course I have no clue of how it works, I have no clue of how well will sexual people react to this, but I'd like to believe that decent people who don't see sex as a huge need or whatever, would be cool with a relationship with an asexual. I want to believe that they wouldn't force anything and that they would understand it and would accept it for what it is.

I also would like to thank my friend Morgane for talking to me about this and helping me out, you really helped and I can't thank you enough! 

With that being said, let's start this chapter....

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Even if it's hard to put your feelings out there, sometimes this shit is necessary, and once you do that you got to do it right. What means you can't hold back and you need to be completely honest and straight forward and this is really hard most of the times.




Jeongguk woke up feeling the rays of the sun hitting his face, he silently cursed Taehyung for not closing the blinds properly the night before and as soon as his mind thought about the older, he felt his stomach be filled with butterflies once again.

The younger smiled to himself as he remembered what had happened the night before. Still with his eyes closed he unconsciously brought his hand up to his lips and touched it, his smiling growing even bigger as he replayed everything inside his head.

He and Taehyung danced around the loft for hours to end, and eventually left light kisses here and there.

It felt unreal. Like Jeongguk was merely watching a romance movie, not like it was his own life.

He opened his eyes and sighed deeply. The night before he was tempted to just go home after Taehyung kissed him, because it would be weird to sleep over now wouldn't it?

But after the older kissed him again, and again, and again, the younger just didn't want to leave.

He was still surprised about how he seemed to enjoy kissing Taehyung more and more the more the older would kiss him. All the kisses they shared were short and light and just generally great.

It got less dull after the third and then it got boring after too many and Jeongguk had just separated from the older and given him one look, and a single look was enough to let Taehyung know what he meant.

Jeongguk didn't know why that was enough, but it was. It's like Taehyung can read his mind as soon as they share a look.

So the older simply went back to dancing and got a bit more into it than before, trying to show Jeongguk how he was supposed to move his feet and his body.

The younger steeped on Taehyung's feet a lot but it was okay. They got tired after a while and decided to just lie down and turn on the TV.

They ended up sleeping side by side, without cuddling or even touching because the kiss was already a big step to Jeongguk and he needed some time now.

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