The Choice

Chapter 26

Chapter 26 *What felt inside*

This chapter is only the side of Kevin. Please don't hate him after you read this.

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"I'm sorry." Pero parang wala siyang narinig. "I'm expecting that you're now forgotten me." Ngumisi siya. "You think that would be easy? Akala mo madali lang yun?" I saw pain in her eyes. And I don't like seeing it.

"I think it's easy." And again. I hurt her. I know I'm like a sh*t in this situation. Why am I pushing her away when I don't want to lose her? Mahal ko pa siya hanggang ngayon.

"Kung wala kang sasabihing maayos, aalis na ako." Pero pinigilan ko siya. "I don't know but, I don't like seeing you like this." Napatawa siya.

"Don't go near to her." I watch his hands with Erin's hands. And I think she saw me watching those kaya nilayo niya ang kamay niya sa kamay ni Jae.

"Don't worry. Hindi kami." Nagulat ako sa sinabi niya. "I'm not asking." Bigla ko na lang nasabi yun. Dahil rin siguro sa galit ko. At kay Erin ko pa nasabi. Sh*t! "And I don't care if you are not asking. I just want you to know na hindi ko kayang magmahal ng iba pagkatapos ng lahat na ginagawa mo sakin."

I hate the fact that she hates me now. This is all my falt. I love her but I say words that will make her hurt. I don't know why. "I'm glad you're brave enough to show me that you are already forget me." Masakit man, pero kailangan. She faced me. And again the pain in her eyes. I just closed my eyes to control my anger. "Because I realized, I DON'T DESERVE YOU." And that made my world destroyed. And I don't know how can I forgive myself after what happened.

I'm sorry for being an asshole. "Waste the opportunity bro." Instead of punching that man for saying those damn words, I just cry. And this is the first time I cried for the person who made my life.

I know I can't win her back again. Because at first place I just wasted her. I wasted all her effort and her LOVE.

But we need it. I need to break up with her. Hindi talaga kami para sa isa't isa. Pero bakit ganito? Bakit ako sinasaktan ng sarili kong desisyon?

I choose this. I choose to get away from here. Magpakalayo layo sa kanya. I just get jealous of that damn Jae! I know she doesn't expected it, even me!

I just can't help but to get jealous of Jae. Especially now! Mas sinasaktan ko lang ang sarili ko.

Honestly, I regret everything. I decided wrong decision.

Ako na lanh palagi ang nagpapaiyak sa kanya pero ni isa sa mga luha niya, di ko man lang yun nagawang punasan and Jae was always doing that. And I was wondering that why is Erin still love me even though Jae is more deserving for her?

I just laugh out of nowhere.

"Kevin!" Napatingin ako sa tumawag sa akin. "R-reign." She hugged me. "Bakit ang lutang mo ata ngayon?" Napangisi na lang ako. "Wala." She push me na parang may gusto siyang malaman sa akin.

"I heard that you break up with Erin." Agad akong napatingin sa kanya. Ang bilis ng tsismis ha. "Yah." Pumalakpak naman siya. "Good to hear." Kumunot naman ang noo ko. "Bakit? Anong naka 'good to hear' non?" Gulat naman siyang tumingin sa akin.

"Bakit? Hindi ka ba masaya sa sarili mong desisyon?" I just smile. "I thought I'm right with my decision. But I realized I was not. I was wrong." Humahalakhak na naman siya. Iba yata siya ngayon! She's not Reign who I meet before.

"Anong nangyari sayo?" Bigla kong tanong. "Ganito naman talaga ako nong close pa kami ni Erin. She's so very kind and loving person, kaya nga nagsisisi ako na naging taksil ako ss kaibigan ko. She don't deserve to get hurt, because she deserve to be respected."

Tinamaan ako don ha. "Pinaparinig mo ba ako?" Tumawa na naman siya. "Hindi naman. Bakit tinamaan ka? Ow! Ginawa mo pala siyang saktan, imbes na ALAGAAN." What?

She just ran away. Ghhhhaaaaddd!

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Gago po si Kevin paalala sa lahat! Hahahahha! Bakit ko ba sinisiraan si Kevin? Kasi po vote po ako sa JaeRin. Hahahahaha. Joke lang po. Di ko nga alam kung sino ang makakatuluyan niya eh. Pinapalala ko lang sitwasyon ng story ko. Pero po kung gusto niyo, comment niyo po kung sino ang iboboto niyo para kay Erin para matulungan niyo ko. At please po langyan niyo kung bakit siya deserving kay Erin? Hahahaha. Choosy pa po si Author. Sige na po! Salamat😂