Chaper 27- Decisions

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by Jc_my_babe

by Jc_my_babe

*Jc's Point Of View*

I messed up. I ruined everything. Brielle is gone. I'm not sure where she went but she left. It wasn't all my fault though. She built up this wall and wouldn't let anyone in. I just got frustrated and gave up on getting through to her.

"She'll come back Jc," Connor assured me. "Dude she was pissed. I think I really hurt her,"I sighed. "Well, she was pretty fragile when you yelled at her. She just needs to be away," Connor replied. I nodded, "Is she talking to you?" "Yeah, she's safe and everything." Connor answered.

"Hey where's Brielle?" Kian asked running down the stairs. "Um she left," Connor said looking down. "Brielle left?" Ricky said confused walking into the living room. I nodded. "What why?" Kian asked nervously. "She was stressed and couldn't handle it," Connor replied. "Is she okay?" said Ricky. Connor nodded, "Don't text her though, give her space," Connor said looking at all of us.

Everyone nodded. I just sat there, silent. I felt awful that I was potentially the cause of Breille leaving me. I never ever intended for that to happen, I love her.

*Brielle's Point Of VIew*

I got a room at a hotel. I need to be away from all YouTubers right now. I can't be around that life style for a few days. I've been a mess but I've worked out a lot. I miss home. I miss gymnastics and all my friends that I had. I feel so alone right now. Granted I was the one that left, but even when I was at the house I felt lonely.

The only person I've texted since I left was Connor. I trust him and I know that he just wants to talk to me becauase he cares. I know he won't try and get me and Jc together. I'm just not ready for that yet. Jc has tried to call me. I just let it ring.

I feel like I'm being harsh, but Connor told me not to back down. I felt scared and threatend and he thinks Jc needs to learn from his mistakes. I hate not being at the house because I know Jc is probably really upset. It kills me that I know he can't sleep with out me.

I'm scared that he will just forget about me because he doesn't care anymore. I still want to be worth it to him. I've ran over what happened in my head. It was a split desicion that I had made. I can't help but wondering if it was right.

I had been wanting to leave for a month now. I never thought I'd actually do it though. I've gotten stronger. I can hold my own now. I'm not scared of being alone anymore. I don't like it, but I'm not scared. I'm not ready to go back. But I feel like if I wait any longer Jc will stop caring. I have to decided wether or not I come back on my time or Jc's.

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Hey guys!! Soo um I'm not really sure what this chapter is. It's more of a filler chapter because the last chapter ended sorta abrutly, which it was supposed to but still. If you guys want to know when I will update, and some sneak peeks of the chapters follow me on twitter. My name is Jc_my_babe. You can also interact with me. ALSOOO you guys can yell at me to update because I procrastinate!! I have ideas I just never write them down. So you guys HAVE to remind me!! Thanks for almost 6k guys!! I LOVE YOU ALL SOOO MUCH<3333~ Maddie~~~ Btw I follow back on twitter ;)