Chapter 32- School

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by Jc_my_babe

by Jc_my_babe

*Brielle's Point of View*

-One Month Later-

I've been home for a while now. It hasn't been as hard as I thought it would be. Of course I miss Jc, but I love being home. I've decided to go back to school... I know I'm done with learning, but it wouldn't hurt. My first classes start tomorrow and I'm really excited. I'm over the spontanious life in L.A. I just need a break from all of it. Jc and I text all the time. He misses me a lot. I feel bad that I don't want to come back as much as he wants me to.

My phone buzzed on my bedside table. The screen showed Jc. I smiled.

Jc: Hey babe, everything okay?

Brielle: Yes :)

Jc: You excited for tomorrow?

Brielle: Yes I'm really excited actually

Jc: Thats good, I'm happy you are

Brielle: Thanks. Hey Its getting late here, I'll text you tomorrow okay?

Jc: Okay, goodnight, I love you

Brielle: Love you too

I hit the sleep button and set my phone back down. I sighed and relaxed on my pillow. I was ready for something new, and now I've got it. I wish I was nervous, but I'm not. I don't want to get my hopes up. Things could go wrong.

I didn't think things could go wrong in L.A, and they did. Things went very wrong. A pit formed in my stomach. It wasn't about school, it was about Jc. Jc made me nervous now. I loved him, but I was scared of him. I never liked when he was upset or mad.

Whenever I've seen him sad or mad, was because of me. I started crying. I turned over and put my face into my pillow. I couldn't help but feel completely responsible for Jc being sad. The guilt got to me. I know he would refuse to let me believe that, but I did. Yet again, even though Jc was the one I was upset about, he was the person I wanted to be with right now.

I sighed and close my eyes. I tried to think of all the good times with Jc. I fell asleep instantly thinking about all the times Jc told me he loved me.

*Jc's Point Of View*

Brielle is going back to school. I was hoping she'd be back in my arms by now.. I know she needs to be social again. She can't just be with me anymore. I love her and I want her to do whats best for her. I just dont't want Brielle to have a hard time. I want to be able to protect her.

I know I can't from across the country, but I want to. Brielle has told me stories about what it was like at her school before she left. I know she's not nervous, but I'm nervous for her. People know her from being with me. I'm just hoping none of my fans give her a hard time. I know if they did she wouldn't tell me. She's strong like that.

I wish I could be with her and protect her and it's hard that I can't.

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Hey guys! I have a camp all week so I don't know if I'll be able to update again this week, but I'll try to! Thanks for staying on top of the story! I really appreciate it and I love you guys so much! If you have any suggestions for the story let me know! I like hearing them and I'm totally open to it!! Love you guys! - Maddie~~