Chapter 26- Stressed and Depressed

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•1 month later•

*Brielle's Point Of View*

The stress has been building up to the point where I sit in bed all day. People are worried about me. I haven't talked to Connor since that night. I've been avoiding him. He knows it too.

I want to talk to him and confide in him again. But I'm scared he's gonna get hurt. "Babe why haven't you talked to Connor," Jc asked me walking into our room. I shrugged my shoulders. "Brielle you know you can talk to him right?" Jc told me as he placed his on my knee. I nodded, "I know," I tried my best to assure him.

He took his hand off my knee, " Brielle you have to stop this." "Stop what?" I asked confused. "You have to stop making me guess what your problem is. Your so damn dramatic," he said angrily. "Wanna know what Jc, maybe I'm guessing what my "problem" is too. I don't know why I'm scared all the time, and why I'm stressed constantly," I yelled standing up.

Jc stood up and faced me with his arms open," Brielle if you stre-," he started. "Save it," I cut him off and walked out of the room.

I headed into the living room. Connor sat on the couch editing. I tensed up immediately. He looked up and noticed that I wasn't okay. "Everything alright Brielle?" He asked awkwardly. I nodded but I felt the tears coming.

He opened his arms and I ran over. "I wanna go home," I whimpered into his shoulder. He rubbed my back, "No you don't Brielle your just stressed," Connor whispered into my ear. "But I don't know what to do anymore," I said shaking.

We sat there for a few minutes with Connor just holding me. "I'm sorry," I finally said. Connor sighed, "Don't be sorry Brielle I understand." I finally let go of my tension and let Connor hold me. "I've missed you, I've missed this," I said quietly. He pulled me from his grasp and looked at me. "Don't go M.I.A again please, I can't stand seeing you like that," He said wiping my cheek. I smiled and nodded," I won't."

"Are you going to go talk to Jc?" Connor asked me. "No, not right now," I said pulling my knees to my chest. "Why not?" he asked furrowing his eye brows. "Not ready, I'll start crying," I answered resting my chin on my knees. "You have to talk to him sooner or later," Connor said. "I know..." I sighed. "Why not just get it over with?" He insisted. "Ugh fine," I said as I got up.

I opened the door and peeked my head in. Jc was laying on his bed. "Get out," He said with out even looking at me. "What?" I asked confused. "You heard me, get the fuck out," Jc raised his voice. The tears stung my eyes but I held them back. I slammed the door open and went to the closet. "What the hell are you doing?!" Jc yelled getting up. I grabbed a suit case and started shoving clothes in it.

"What the hell are you doing Brielle," Jc repeated. The room fell silent. As I zipped up the suit case. "Your kiss won't fix it this time Jc. I'm out." I said reaching for the door. I grabbed the handle but Jc grabbed me and pushed me away. "You are not going anywhere or--" Jc started. "Or what Jc? Or what? You're gonna hit me like you hit Connor?" I cut him off. The anger built up in his eyes.

He just looked at me. "Let me leave Jc," I said calmly. He stepped away from the door. I opened it. "Are you coming back," Jc asked. I could sense the tears in his voice. "I don't know," I answered closing the door behind me.

Connor came over to me and smiled, the he saw my suit case. "What the hell happned," He asked worried. "I don't know. I'm just leaving for now." I answered. "Did he hurt you?" Connor asked quickly. I shook my head. Connor sighed,"Call me later so I know you're safe." "I will," I answered and gave him a hug.

I wasn't sure where I was going or what I was doing. But all I knew was that I needed to be away.  

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