you saw me in a candy shop
offered me a ride 'home'
i never saw that shop again.
your words forcefully hit me
like a hammer pushing a nail down a piece of wood
with the intention of crushing me
because you knew i had somehow loved you
your actions were blurred in my eyes
as you hit and abused me like i was a dirty tissue only to be thrown away
for my heart decided that your 'good side'
overthrew your bad side
your thoughts were ones i wished i could see
for my dedication to you went outside the exterior
but your brain cells loved thinking of clever plans
to thwart the weak children you layed your hands on
but i now realise how did i ever love you before
if i'd never known and experienced what it was really was
because i should have said no when i was in that candy shop
but i was always the people pleaser, wasn't i?
how are you all?
just wanted to say thank you for all the support. it truly means the world to me.
lots of love <3
- s
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Poetrythe pain never really disappears, does it? it just becomes a dull throb in your heart. - a collection of negative & positive poetry. after all, life consists of both pain and happiness highest rank: #45POE cover: @oceanwaved
