{sonder: the realisation that every passerby has a life as vivid and complex as yours. }
*absolutely love this word so I thought I would include it today*
•
you were perfect.
everything I every wanted.
everything I needed.
you were a part of me.
how did I ever deserve you?
but then, things changed.
you changed.
you turned away from me,
when I needed it most.
trying to talk to you,
seemed like the hardest thing to do.
when before, it was the easiest.
i tried to impress you everyday,
helped you out, gave you chocolate,
but nothing seemed to be good enough.
the words you spoke,
like stone breaking ice,
yet, my heart kept giving you chances,
every time, thinking that,
this time you would change.
finally, the hope inside of me gave up.
my body crumbling into despair,
knowing that you weren't going to wait for me anymore.
you didn't want me,
you didn't need me,
and that made me feel
worthless.
•
hope this related to you somehow. please leave a comment if you enjoyed, I would love to hear your feedback.
- senuri
YOU ARE READING
inconspicuous
Poesíathe pain never really disappears, does it? it just becomes a dull throb in your heart. - a collection of negative & positive poetry. after all, life consists of both pain and happiness highest rank: #45POE cover: @oceanwaved
