.Mate Problems.

-26-

Ash's pov:

a month.... a month since I woke up, a month since I was thrown in a world I didn't know, a month since I was thrown in what I called my life before all of this

I was sitting on the opens windows ledge of what was supposed to be my room and I was staring at the forest all around with earphone in my ears, blasting music.

this all felt wrong, living with people that I don't remember who are still my family.

I sighed and stared down at myself, if my life was a book up to now, I was only a blank piece of paper now.

I was holding a piece of paper above all right now, unable to look away from it, Ashlin, who was said to be my mother, wrote it to my request.

name: Ash Blackblood

age: 18

likes: jogging, music, family, Anna, Jake, chocolate

dislike: kids at school, annoying people, homework, alarm clocks

hobbies: jogging, music, watching TV, sleeping, training

other info: student, last year of school, stubborn, caring, hot-headed, knucklehead

I held tight on the paper, crinkled it without meaning it in between both of my hands but I didn't care as my hair covered my eyes and I scowled at nothing, tears building up in my eyes and pooling down my face.

why? why couldn't I just freaking remember?!

I passed my legs inside and closed the window behind me.

I stood in front of 'my' mirror and simply started at the girl who was supposed to be me but wasn't, I didn't feel like I even looked like that, light brown hair.... like really light brown with blue highlights and a big blue strand, hair reaching her chin and those broken blue orbs for eyes.......... just who are you Ash Blackblood ad why don't I know?!

I sighed and decided to look through the book 'I' owned, hmmm, there is a few books that caught my attention the first is 'daughter of both sides', second 'The thief and the princess', third 'the blinded wolf', the forth 'the neko and the mistress' and the last 'Just how are you?'.... that last one's title just...... (if I'm going to say book titles I'm going to be a bit selfish and list my own books so I'm sure I'll have no problems XD)

I read through the book in a few hours before looking up at the clock from my laying position on the bed, it was late and I had yet again spent all day in this room filled with accessible memories of the past me, of who I was.

Ashlin's pov:

I tried to be strong, I did try really hard........ but sometimes it's simply not possible.

trying to keep a smile and a hold on the pack while you are falling apart inside is hard. to have your own daughter not have an idea who you were was like a stake through the heart...... no.... it was much worst, like you were shot over and over, never stopping but you weren't able to die.

I did what I could to stay strong for Ash and everyone but I know even she could see something was up even without remembering us.

I was putting the books Ally and Jake left around the living room away, it felt like my family was falling apart.

Ashton was in hospital, Asha.... I sent to hell, Ally is the one taking care of Jake with Anna instead of Ash, Anna lost her mate and I lost my little sweet heart, who else do I need to lose?!

I gripped a book tight with tears falling down my face, if losing one of my mom and then husband wasn't enough, now I get my daughter taken away from me? this may sound horrible, may want to make people scream at me that I'm a psycho bitch but I would prefer Ash to be dead then having her like this, with no memory and nothing that makes Ash herself, I would be much easier on her to I know.

even more tears pooled out of my eyes as I dropped the books and covered my mouth to silence myself as I hugged myself with my other arm, the doctors weren't sure if she would ever regain her memories, nothing of what they tried worked, not even a little bit.

I felt two arms wrap around me from behind and saw blue hair from the side of my vision.

"m-mom" I tried to say but my voice was fucked up from the crying and I was hiccupping too.

"shh, it's alright, I'm here" I wrapped my arms around her and buried my face in her shoulder, still crying my eyes out.

Asher's surprise pov:

I felt so sad and mad right know, sad because my little love was so hurt and needed to go through this and mad.... mad at the moon goddess, don't think I forgot about what she did, turning back the time to stop Sky from dying with Ashlin........ why the fuck didn't you save my granddaughter huh?! WHY MOON GODDESS?!?!

I glared at the ceiling while still holding Ashlin, knowing very well she could tell I was pissed at her even if my destiny and my family's destiny was out of her reach, she could have turned back the time a few seconds and stop that from happening.

you are so lucky moon goddess that me and Xander have no godly powers or I would destroy you...... and that's a promise from who you gifted her life........ watch your back because us meeting will end with one of us dead and that will not be me.......