.Mate Problems.

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(okay two things to say now..... one could you please tell me if I reuse a song at the start of a chapter and if yes then what you would want it's place and two...... it doesn't matter if you voted 1 or 2 because I'm stopping..... I revealed what was the 1's answer to someone I know they reaction made and still makes me feel so bad and guilty I ever thought of that so I'll choose 2 as a winner..... for those that wanna know to first option would lead to Ally betraying the pack and she was the one that made the deal on the phone, she would try to kill Ash and Asha would see, Ally would pull a gun on Ash and Asha too but aimed at Ally, Ally would convince her it was for her own good and to lower her gun but Asha would shoot herself in the head to not live with the guilt that she would let her mate kill her cousin and Ash would have killed Ally in anger...... and if you read this, don't feel guilty for making me feel like this, you know the problems I have alright? you don't need to comment here because I purposefully left out your name)

Ash's pov:

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN MY MOTHER/SISTER MAY DIE?!?!" mom and great aunty yelled, shaking a doctor with all their strength.

let me explain.... the rogue attacked became more frequent and they finally reached my close family but granny killed him before he got her.... well she still got stabbed and the knife must have had something on it in case the target didn't die on the spot, Jammy was the one that found out what happened and helped her home before I sent someone to get the dead body, not to freak out civilians and in case we can find something out about these rogues.

I was pissed and punched a hole in my door so now there was a piece of cardboard duck taped against the door to keep people from looking inside.

Christmas had passed and I couldn't wait for warmer times, everyone got gifts even Ashton.... oh Ashton...... anyway, Anna got my a simply golden necklace while I got her a pile of books she would like, Asha and I simply got a gift card for each other as it was a sort of tradition we had, I got one for Ashton to and it's sitting on the hospital nightstand, mom literally made Anna and I a house next to this big pack house only for us two while I got her books like Anna and a drawing of her since I was good at drawing, Ally didn't know what to get me and I told her a beer would do so I got that while she got two necklaces so she could give one to Asha and both having something that fits together, I got a huge teddy bear for Jake taller than him (I have one like that too but now I'm the taller) and he drew everyone something.

and well.... Lea has been keeping up the end of the deal I can say that......... she's just overly friendly for me but I won't die in it, Asha and Ally started to get used to her always tagging along and they were fine now with each other....

now on the other hand Jefferson may not annoy me either but I don't think he likes his girlfriend always being with us and not him or that's what I feel from the looks directed at us from the other side of the lunch room, I usually send Lea off to be with him so we don't lose this fragile peace we all have set up right now and go to me letting them beat the shit out of me because it's against the rules to reveal what you re to anyone.... so I'll keep this peace as long as I can.

and who knew pregnant woman could be this scary with their mood swings? sure I did not, Black and Dan are both covering like me when she blows a fuse because I got home late from school and she's worried.... but then it can turn to crying in the blink of an eye, I feel bad for her with all the problems this caused, constantly being tired, strange eating habits, heart burns and such.... the doc said twins are usually born earlier than the single babies so that meant it was almost time and it was stressing me out but I guess Anna was too.... Jake on the other hand was overjoyed and wanting the babies to 'come out and play' with him.... he was bummed when I explained to him it didn't work that way and called me 'mama bla bla' for a week after that.

I was drawing again my room with my wireless earphones in my ears.... still haven't lost them since the start of this book (fuck the 4th wall is breaking AAAAAAAAH XD), my bare feet on my desk as I hummed.

I jumped when I felt a hand on my shoulder and faced a laughing Asha.

"dude the fuck?" I asked, pulling my earphones out and spot Ally, Jammy, Lea and even Jefferson with her "and you guys didn't stop her?"

"sorry" Lea said, chuckling like Ally while Jefferson tried to keep a neutral face on but failing hard as he was turning red, holding his breath not to laugh.

"so why is everyone here?"

"don't ask me I don't know" Jefferson said.

"oh you just tagged along Jeff?"

"don't freaking call me that!"

"wow wow wow dude calm, I'd remind you, you are on my land and in my house right now"

"both of you stop fighting.... so Ally and Lea surprisingly" "hey!" "know a girl from two towns over, only an hour drive, and they are hosting a party in three weeks and a huge party at that, we are going and you are coming" Asha said.

"alright.... wait" three weeks? but that was the due date of the twins.

"please ash I'm sure you'll miss nothing" Asha said referring to I was thinking about.

"but--" "no butts! you are to stressed and on guard constantly, it will be good for you to relax, now everyone let's go to Lea's and tell her parents" with that they were gone.... I'm not really happy about this.... not at all.... I didn't want to go out that week but knowing Asha she was ready to kidnap me if I refused and the other three would help her out.... FUCK ALL OF YOU GUYS!!!! dammit!

I glared at the wall.......... good goddess..... fuck everything!