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I'm not emotionless,
I'm just not filled with emotion.
I'm not unhappy
I'm just not filled with joy

And I'm not empty,
I think I'm filled with so much
That I wish I went numb

Because I'm filled with the most deepest pain,
these scars on my heart pass through my soul,
The scars on my chest reopen,
still dripping and can't be tamed.

I feel love,
but the pain exists because of it,
so don't I just kill the corporate to get rid of it?

Or do I just,
Let it simmer in the depths of my despair
And hope for it to slowly repair?

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