Self Love

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I haven't mastered the art
of loving myself,
But I must pretend for my souls sake.

Do I accept less than I deserve?

No.

But I still haven't fully grasp the concept of self love.

How could I love a sinner,
Such as myself?

How could I not be bitter
If I've failed to get better

I guess I am the cornerstone
For other's successes

The inevitable Wallflower,

No matter how much I try to sprout
I get stepped on and stay on the ground.

I'm only a failure because I tried.
And I'm only alive
because I died in Christ.

But what happens when I start drifting away?

And depression takes me to a darker place, even if I can't stay out too late?

I'm passing all these classes
But that's not good enough

So I can't help
but feel like a pessimist
even if that wasn't on my bucket list.

If I knew anything other than this
I'd change my words
So a smile would creep upon your lips.

So I apologize for appearing out into the light,
That's not a Wallflower's place,
I just wanted to share all my mistakes,
And I guess that was a mistake.

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