Someone’s Point Of View
“HUWAAT!? Please! Don’t say that to me babe !___! Don’t have a break with me that fast. I *sniff* need you” I beg to my boyfriend or may be soon-to call EX BOYFREIND on the other line.
“Sorry Lyra, but I think I love you no more” my heart skips and started to break. CRACK. T__T
“Babe. No! I wont ! I wont ! I wont!“ halos sumisigaw na ako pagkasabi nun. Wala akong paki alam kung pagkamalan man akong ewan dito. Kung asan man ako ngayon. Umiiyak na ako habang naglalakad nowhere.
“Sorry. Ibababa ko na. Bye” OH NO! >.< he finally said it.
“BAAABEE!” I almost drag the phone on the ground. I felt my heart keeps on bleeding. “toot. . .toot. .” and he suddenly offed his phone. TT____TT
Ang saket! SOBRA. I don’t know kung bakit ganito. I don’t know kung bakit nangyayari ito. I DON’T KNOW kung bakit na naman sya ganyan. Wala naman akong ginagawang mali sa kanya. He always have a broke up with me. But I think this will be the serious one among the rest of our hundreds of broke ups ) :
It still very hurt. Even though he already tried it on me many times. Ang saket. Ang saket talaga! T__T
I cant hold up the frusky tears that fallen down to my cheek. I’ve been LOVING and SERVING him in almost 2 years of my life. *sniff*
My whole life on him was so miserable but yet I love what I’m doing. I *sniff* love him. I love him to DEATH. I don’t care if he will treat me as his slave forever! Just to be in his side, I will. I will be the happiest slave ever lived in this DAMN-F*ckn-UNFAIR effin world.
I continued running away. I left EVERYTHING since the day I love him. My family, friends and now I’m loosing myself. I wanna run. I dunno where. I don’t know where I am. I don’t have the guts to observe the place where I am running. All I know I wanted to RUN and skip this pain. Release all these things in me away.HAHA. *sniff* I’m drunk already and don’t even know what exactly what I’m saying *sniff*. But still, I can still my presence back after that shit-damn-call of him and break the heck me up. I’m shit! I always cry because of him. I’m tired crying. I ALMOST gave him my whole.
Ghad.
My sight was blured and watery already with tears. What am I seeing was imageless, unclear. All Iknow, I’m running along the high way. I want to run farther. I wanna run this pain until it all gone. That’s why I love running. It releases my pain out whenever I run. But now, I don’t if it still work. Until I’m . . Its so dark everywhere. .
“Peeeep! Peeeep!” I saw a light coming. Its so fast. I cant see anything. My eyes was wet and helpless already. I kept myself running. Running towards the light. I wanna end up this pain now. Bakit ganito? Bakit ganito nalang palagi? Dalawa na silang minahal ko. Pareho pa nila akong iniwan. Ayoko na nito. Nakakasawa na. BOYS are just the same. Sana nung una pa lang di na ako naniwala. : (
I wanna end up the pain, and EVERYTHING in me, in this way. In a way that I would never notice. I wanna run to a place where pain is no longer exist. This light. This is the path Im looking for. I might be hurt but it only takes a while and then I will be free from pain afterwards. I waited till the light hit on me. It rans faster and faster as it could. I could’nt believe that this is happening on me. Escaping from this pain is the only way to be happy. Then it almost . .
“PEEEP! PEEEP!” I stopped myself running in the middle of the nowhere. And waited till the light will hit me. And then it almost nea~
“Shit!”
before I closed my eyes. I saw a guy running unto my direction. I don’t thik if he was too late but I just felt I have thrown as he pushed me away. “ZZIING!” the car passed by and the light was gone. I thought it all gone also, everythin~
“FUCK ! NAGPAPAKAMATAY KA BA!? Aray.”
I rubbed my eyes with my hands. And saw the guy looking and kept on cussing on me while hes body was lying on the floor with blood.
L Y I N G . . .
On the floor with . . .Blood???
The light . . .
The guy who pushed me away. . . he was . .lying
OH NO!!
Suddenly, what happened immediately sinked in to my mind TOO LATE.
“Oh God. Are you okay? Are you hurt?” the guy was blooded. Hes forehead was bleeding already.
“Shit! You girl! Do you fuckn know what you’re saying? BULAG kaba?! Pwede ba kung magpapakamatay ka wag sa harapan k~” he hissed words on me but it did not continued and he get collapse. Oh no! >.<
What did I do? Why did this guy saved me? He risk’s hes life just for my safety???
I almost got killed by my conscience thinking that there’s still a guy who will show value to my existence. I called up a help, and started dialing numbers from my friends.
“ He—hello??
EMCY?” . .
