Jinmin SF|OS

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"Nothing better than a little taste of danger !" Seokjin exclaimed , violently pushing his hands forward , holding a controller. He kept screaming and shouting at the screen , getting riled up of just one game and Jimin was beside him , not even bothering to try and win anymore. The way Seokjin looks and behaves whenever he plays was adorable , and that's the truth. At first they just wanted to take a break from studying but after a few rounds , his boyfriend was heated up and kept pleading to continue on. Sure , Jimin allowed it , but to be honest , he only allowed it because he loved how childish the other one could be.

"Okay I think I'm ready to study again !" The brunette announced , letting go of the controller and tidying up before returning back to the study room. The boys had a project that they needed to do and their teacher stressed on it , saying that it has a heavy weightage. Being high-schoolers , the duo didn't pay much attention to it because that's what every teacher says , every single year and when their reports roll in it was fine , quite satisfactory actually !

The room was filled with the sound of pencil on paper and keyboards clacking. The raven pushed himself away from the desk and threw his head back , man , it was tough and boring. Seokjin smiled , his eyes not looking away from the laptop ,"we just took a break , Jimin."

The shorter one rolled his eyes and swept his hair back , sliding down further on his seat,"this project sucks. Only the working part though , it's a little bit more forgiving with you by my side," he admitted. The brunette wanted to say something he's always been wanting to say but didn't know if it was time to do so , he only shook his head and replied with something safer , a meek 'me too'.

Being boys , they didn't really say the words "I love you". Neither of them had done it and they were scared of it. Maybe they were afraid of how heavy it means or the commitments it's chained up with , but after spending three years together , Seokjin does want to say it. Was he rushing ? Does Jimin feel the same way as well ? Those are the only thoughts Seokjin has in mind whenever he felt the urge to show his affection , all he's been saying is ,"I like you," and it doesn't sound satisfying to hear at all , well , at least for the brunette.  This was their graduating year and honestly , both of them haven't talked about what they'd do after high school. Sure , everyone goes to college but what Seokjin wanted to know is whether they'd still be together.

The brunette shook the feeling off , not wanting to drop in an endless pit of doubt right infront of his other half. He's already shown it twice and he's scared that if he shows it too much Jimin would get fed up and leave his side forever. The two spent the afternoon researching and completing parts of their project. It wasn't perfect as they hoped it would be but it would have to make do as submission was tomorrow and their exams were next week.

"Jimin , wake up." Seokjin softly poked the other's cheek , baby fats still present even though both of them are going through puberty.

"I .. wasn't sleeping," Jimin mumbled out , pretending to move his hands and drawing aimlessly on the desk. The other laughed at the sight and took Jimin's pencil ,"don't draw all over my desk , though , it would be nice if you left a mark here , afterall , we are graduating."

Was it subtle enough ? Was Seokjin too ambitious to bring it up in such a way ? Does he regret it ? While waiting for a reaction , his heart was thumping wildly in his chest , enough to make him feel light-headed. Jimin ended up smiling and taking a permanent marker, doodling on the wooden table. It was him and Seokjin with the words 'Jimin and Seokjin forever'. Seeing the illustration comforted the brunette a little bit , at least he knew what was going on in Jimin's mind. How they got together was quite strange actually , at first it started as a joke and they tried to test the waters but somehow , none of them ever said "just kidding" and their relationship just piled on throughout the years. Yes , they've cuddled and had their first kiss , they've shown their affections towards each other but they have never ventured on anything else. This wasn't like those teenager relationships in the movies , it's a total 180 degree turn. They were still young at heart and mind , foolish and unsure of everything.