Jinmin SF|OS

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Knock,knock
Jimin gazed at the wooden door that separated him from his roommate, concerned.

**mentions of suicide & depression**

"Fuck this shit." Jimin mumbled, stretching his whole body before moving away the breakfast tray on him. The raven ended up using the tray as a laptop stand as he moved from his desk to his bed, heavy bags under his eyes. "What the hell am I doing? I don't know!"

Looking around his room, his eyes seemed to linger on his room mate's door; it used to be wide open all the time but it's been closed nowadays, he still sees the taller male from time to time but he never hears his laughter anymore. There was carvings on the door from the time they were drunk, messy scribbles adorning the wooden frame. "Seokjin?" He called out.

Jimin waited for a while before he called out again, "Seokjin?"

The door finally opened, the blonde's head poking out, "yeah?"

"Uh— do you want to go out for dinner later?"

Seokjin thought for a while, before opening his mouth, "sure? Is that all?"

"Yes?"

Hearing the raven's response made the taller male chuckle, slightly shaking his head, "okay, I'll retreat back to my room."

With the blonde leaving, Jimin sat up straight and hauled the tray over his legs again, sighing as he typed.

He typed and typed until the sun set, his phone buzzing by his side. With his stomach growling and begging him for food, Jimin finally got up and walked towards Seokjin's door, rapping his hand on it, "let's go for dinner! And maybe do a little grocery so I can restock my storage!"

The door opened a few minutes later, Seokjin holding onto the door with puffy eyes, "Jimin—sorry. I can't go. There's just too much work— you can go on ahead."

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, yeah. Just papers and stuff. Oh, and you don't have to get me anything, I'm ordering food." Seokjin reminded the shorter male before bowing slightly and closing the door.

The raven shrugged his shoulders before leaving the dorm room, making his way to the campus grounds. Something screamed at him to turn back but he kept going, maybe Seokjin's just tired. Jimin fished for his phone and gave an exasperated sigh when he saw that it was at 15%. He hurriedly contacted one of his friends to meet with.

Jimin ended up in a fast food chain, sitting with one of his best friends. They laughed and talked, sometimes secretly vandalizing he table with permanent marker. "Hey, Taehyung, I gotta go to the convenience store for some groceries."

"Convenience store? Groceries? We really are broke, huh?" The other male sighed, taking a sad bite out of his burger.

"Shutup, I just don't wanna walk too far. Besides, I'm just getting snacks."

Trudging back to his dorm room with a full belly and a few plastic bags, the raven got to his desk and plugged his phone; it began to buzz frantically after it started up. Brows furrowing, Jimin held his phone and ended up seeing that he had missed messages.

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Unread messages (5)
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KIM_SJ :
Hey, sorry I pushed you away like that.

KIM_SJ :
Are you eating alone?

KIM_SJ :
I could come with you.

KIM_SJ :
Nevermind, I guess you had your other friends