Jinmin SF|OS

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"Hyung! Open up! Don't do this please."

"I don't want to see your damn face again Jimin! I don't want any of your crap! Back off and just leave me alone!" I replied full strength, the whole time having tears pouring down my cheeks. I've never screamed this loud in my whole life. Neither have I been so furious. Nor hurt this bad.

I can't believe he's done this to me. We've been together for a whole 5 years now. 7 if you add the time we were together before we broke up once. And he cheated on me, for crying out loud! Now, could that be the least excusable ?! We've been living together and almost see each other 24/7 , just how f'ed up could he be to see another person ? And what has he been doing the whole time? Shitting on my frickin' head! And goddamnit, he cheated on me with my bloody room mate! Cheating is one thing. Doing your roommate is another. I don't give a single damn on anything he has to say to justify his dirty deed. And I don't give a single damn if he's at the door right now, apologizing.

"Hyung, please. I'm sorry. I told you that was just a one-time fling. It was nothing, it was just for fun. C'mon, this is not fair. Let me in and let's talk," Jimin pleaded, pounding mercilessly on the oak wood door to the point of actually possibly knocking it down on the process if not for the door's sturdiness.

"Oh, it's not fair to you now, is it? What about what you did to me? Haven't you realized yet if it was even fair, huh? Look, just drop this whole thing Jimin. It's over. We're over," I answered, now a bit calmer than I was just a while ago, but still quite haven't stopped from crying yet.

"Look, I know it was all wrong, and I admit it was entirely my fault. But please, give me a chance. That was a stupid mistake and I swear to god, I would never do it again, Jin hyung, never. I love you. I need you. Please, I'm begging hyung, don't leave me. I-I can't do it without you," The blonde said desperately.

"Do you honestly think I'm as foolish as you are to believe every bloody word you're telling me now? You blew it, Jimin. You screwed up. Now just go away 'cause I'm never going to open my door to you again."

I sighed, recalling every bit of that one awful memory. That was already years ago, but still, I can't help but remember those tads of my break- up with the only person I've ever truly loved – Park Jimin.

Oh well, not anymore.

- - -

"...hyung"

"Jin hyung, I've been calling your attention for a long time now. You seem to be off. Are you alright?" Namjoon asked me , passing me a cup of coffee.

"Yeah, I just remembered something. I'm perfectly fine. Please proceed with what you were saying," I replied, feeling a bit embarrassed.

Stupid musings, I never should do that at home with everyone.

"Alright, as I was saying, there's a talkshow wanting to interview us but with a recent clash in plans , Bang PD said it would be better just to send two members" Namjoon said , already expecting what my answer would be.

"Who would I be going with?" I asked my 'boss'. I have a feeling he's gonna stick me with someone I hate.

"I haven't asked the others yet , I'll let you know soon or something."

"How soon?" I asked again.

"Oh, tomorrow," Namjoon replied, with his dimpled smile.

- - -

I looked at the time on my phone. It's already 8.30am and my partner for the talk show isn't here yet. Damn it. He was supposed to be here an hour ago. Oh well, at least there's the coffee. I haven't had sleep at all last night, considering that I had the traitor on the bunk above mine. Coffee should be good to keep me awake today.