Olivia's Story

Chapter 14

Cali wants me to go to this party with her tonight but I don't know. The last time I went to a party I got jumped by bitches I thought were my friends. I feel like Cali really is my friend though so I guess I can go. "I guess Cali.", I said.

"Yay!", she said smiling. "I gotta go home and get something to wear."

"Okay." She put her stuff on and I walked her to the door. After she got in her car I closed and locked the door.

Cali stays about 25 minutes from me. What am I going to do for about an hour? The party don't start until 10 at night and it's 2:30 right now.

Well I can try to text Trever. He's mad at me. I went off on him the day after the date for no reason.

It's the day after that now.

I was having a really bad day, a lot of things were on my mind, I kept having flash backs, I had a horrible dream.

I feel really bad about it though because he has been nothing but nice and sweet to me. He really didn't deserve that.

No I'm not gonna text him, I'm sure he don't wanna talk to me.

What to do? What to do? Well I am kind of hungry. I can make me something to eat.

I went to the kitchen and looked for something to eat. There's nothing quick to eat that I want to eat. I want some fried chicken. I want some waffles. Chicken and waffles it is even though I don't feel like cooking. Oh well.

I went upstairs and changed into some black leggings and and a white long sleeve half shirt. I put on my white gold and black Jordans then grabbed my stuff and left locking the door behind me.

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This dude keep trying to talk to me, I'm getting highly annoyed. I told him that I was only 17 and he said that he was 19 and that 2 years ain't a big difference so it wouldn't matter. I told him that I was a lesbian and he told me that he could change that. Like dude take the hint and leave me the fuck alone.

Thank God I'm done shopping and thank God he left.

While I was waiting in line I saw Trever bagging groceries. I did not know he worked at this grocery store. I knew he worked at a grocery store but not this one.

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He didn't even look at me as he bagged my groceries. He must be pissed.

I just changed back into my Pink shorts Pink sports bra. I like how my booty and boobs look in them. My momma don't know I got these shorts, I know if she knew she wouldn't let me keep them because they're short.

I went to the kitchen, got everything I needed to cook and started cooking.

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I just finished cooking now I'm about to max with Cali. "Girl how did you get your booty so big?", Cali asked.

"It runs in the family.", I said shrugging my shoulders.

"I wish I was thick and pretty like you."

"Girl I am not pretty."

"Olivia yes you are.", Cali said.

"What ever.", I said rolling me eyes. She got her phone and did something. She put it in front of me. It's on the camera. She started telling me how I was beautiful. I kinda see it. "I guess I am beautiful."

We ate and talked about random stuff.

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We're getting ready for the party now. She just did her hair, my hair and her makeup now she's doing mine.

When I looked in the mirror I couldn't recognize myself, I could but I couldn't. I look amazing. "You like?", she asked.

"I love it, I look amazing.", I said. She smiled.

"Good, it's time to get dressed." We both took off our clothes and started getting dressed. We're both wearing all black with gold jewelry. She's wearing a bandeau crop top with black leggings and I'm wearing a black long sleeve crop top that stops a little bit over my belly button and some black pants with rips in them. We both got on black and gold Jordans with golden hoops and a golden necklace. We took some pictures and put it on her Snapchat and Instagram before leaving.

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I parked my car then we got out and walked to the house. People said 'hey' to us as we walked in and we said 'hey' back.

After we made it in we started dancing.

While me and Cali were dancing I saw Trever and Travis walk in. Trever said something to Travis then went upstairs. Travis walked to us. We said 'hey' then they kissed. "I'll be right back.", I said to Cali.

"Baby we'll be back.", she said to Travis.

"No, I'm okay. I just gotta go get something from the car.", I said.

"You sure?", she asked.

"Positive.", I said.

"Okay, we're in the kitchen.", Cali said.

"Okay.", I said. They walked away.

"He's upstairs.", Travis said as he walked past me. No shit.

I went upstairs and looked for him. I found him in the third bedroom on the balcony. It looks like he's talking to someone but I can't see who. I walked to the balcony and saw a girl.

She's pretty.

They looked at me then he looked back at her. I kept looking at him. I'm not leaving until I talk to him.

Somebody called the girl. She answered it and talked. "I gotta go. Can I get your number?", she asked Trever. Please say no.

I like Trever, like really like him. I don't want him to give her his number. "Nah, I'm kinda talking to somebody." What?! Who?!

"Oh. I hope she treats you right if y'all get together. You seem like a good guy. Maybe I'll see you around.", she said.

"Maybe.", he said. I moved over as she walked to the door. She left the room closing the door behind her. I went onto the balcony, he looked at me after I did.

"I'm sorry.", I said. He was about to say something but I did. "I didn't mean to go off on you like that. I just, I got some stuff going on. I'm hurttin', I'm scared, I'm confused, I just, I'm dealing with a lot. Umm my a-aunt's boyfriend did things to me, my mom's ex husband used to rape me and I woke up with a man on top of me. I-" I stopped talking and closed my eyes cause I felt like I was about to cry. I am about to cry. I put my face in my hands. Arms being wrapped around me made me jump and open my eyes.

"It's me.", Trever said. I hugged him back as tears rolled down my cheeks. "It's okay."

"I'm sorry."

"I'm not mad at you. Okay?"

"Okay.", I said.

"Promise me something.", he said.

"What?", I asked looking at him.

"Promise me that you'll never cut again. Just text me or call me when ever and we can talk instead of you hurting yourself. If you need me to come over I will, if you need to come over you can. I don't care what time it is. I don't want you hurting yourself Olivia.", he said. He really cares about me. "At least promise me that you'll try."

"I promise."