My mommy is coming back today! I am so happy. I miss her like crazy. I got the house spotless, it's not like it was a mess or something.
I'm proud of myself. I haven't hurt my self in a while. I just call Trever when I feel like I need to cut and I go over his house. We talk as he holds me or he just hold me. I love being in his arms.
We're official as of last night and I'm happy we are. I am kind of disappoint though. I gave it up. We wasn't even together for a whole day and I fucked him. We didn't use protection either. I hope I'm not knocked up.
She's here! She just pulled up. Once she got out of the car I ran outside and hugged her tightly, she hugged me back. "I missed you so much momma.", I said.
"I missed you too baby.", she said.
"I'll help you with your bags.", I said after a minute after we let go.
"Okay."
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We just finished unpacking her bags and talking. I want to tell her that I had sex with Trever but I don't know how and I don't want her mad at me. "Momma can I talk to you?", I asked.
"Always.", she said.
"Umm I had sex."
"Did you use protection?" I didn't say anything. "Olivia you cold have somethin'."
"Momma we were just in the moment.", I said.
"I understand that feeling. Who?", she asked.
"Trever."
"Oh. I'm gonna make you an appointment to make sure you don't have anything."
"Okay.", I said.
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My momma been gone since yesterday and I'm worried. She went to the grocery store. She left at like 3:30pm now it's 10 in the morning.
Somebody rung the bell. "Who is it?", I asked as I walked to the door.
"Terrance.", he said. I opened the door when I made it. Why is he here so early? Well it's not that early but to me before 11 in the morning is early.
"Hey daddy." We hugged.
"Hey princess."
"Come in.", I said. He came in and I closed the door.
"Is Emily here?", he asked.
"No, she went to the store yesterday and she's still gone." He just looked at me. "What?" Before he could say something somebody rung the bell.
"You expectin' somebody?" I shook my head saying no. "Who is it?"
"Police.", a man said. We looked at each other confused then he walked to the door and opened it. "Hey Terrance." How do he know my daddy?
"Hey, is there a problem?", my daddy asked.
"Can I come in?", the officer asked.
"Umm yeah.", my daddy said. The officer came in and my daddy closed the door. The officer took off his hat. He looked at me and smiled. I smiled back. He looked back at my daddy. "What's up?"
"Emily was in a bad accident.", the officer said. How do he know my momma?
"Is she okay?", me and my daddy asked at the same time.
"I'm sorry, she died on the scene.", the officer said. My mouth hung open. I started crying. I almost fell to the floor but my daddy caught me. "You know where I am if you have any questions." I heard the door open and close.
I can't believe this shit. My momma's gone.
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Olivia's Story
Teen FictionOlivia from The Thick Girl series is now 16 years old. She has PTSD, an abusive step dad, and gets bullied at school. See how she attempts to cope with life.