It's been a two weeks since we broke up and I still can't believe it.
I miss him so much. I read our messages and look at our pictures everyday.
He's never home and he ignores me at school, when I was at school. I try and I try to talk to him but he just won't budge.
I didn't cheat on him, I don't think I did at least.
I really am sorry that I gave him my number and flirted with him and told him that I was single. That was wrong. You don't do stuff like that when you're in a relationship.
I haven't been in school for a few days. I've been too sad to go. Seeing him walking around not hurt or bothered by our breakup really hurts me. I mean we haven't been together for a year but still. Like, I thought he loved me. You don't get over someone you love that quick. My daddy loved my momma and I don't know if he got over her at all.
Somebody knocking on my door shook me out of my thoughts. I pulled myself out of bed and opened the door. It's Cali. I forced a smile on my face. "Hey.", I said as we hugged.
"Hey. You alright?", she asked as we let go. I shrugged my shoulders and got back in my bed. She walked all the way in and closed the door behind herself. She just looked at me as I thought about Trever. My eyes got watery. I miss him. "No, don't cry." She came and hugged me. I started crying. I want him back.
"I miss him Cali.", I cried. "I want my baby back."
"I know boo, I know."
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Olivia's Story
Dla nastolatkówOlivia from The Thick Girl series is now 16 years old. She has PTSD, an abusive step dad, and gets bullied at school. See how she attempts to cope with life.