Olivia's Story

Chapter 30

Surprisingly people haven't been talking about my arms and stuff a lot. I mean I get stares here and there but nothing I can't handle.

I looked in the mirror and thought about my life. I been through a lot of shit. Sexual abuse, bullying, depression, self harm, hospitals.

I'm a strong person. No I'm not, if I was strong I wouldn't have tried to kill myself and I wouldn't have hurt myself. I'm a weak person.

Tears started forming in my eyes.

I thought my medicine was supposed to stop shit like this from happening.

As I thought somebody came in my room. I looked at the door through my mirror. It's Trever. I quickly wiped my tears away then turned around and looked at him. "What's wrong?", he asked.

"Nothin'.", I said shaking my head and smiling.

"Why are your eyes watery?" I didn't say anything. "Baby talk to me." I looked down. As I looked up he walked to me and hugged me. "What's wrong?"

"I just feel like a weak person and I don't like that."

"Baby you're not weak.", he said.

"But I tried to kill myself.", I said.

"That doesn't mean you're weak, you were just tired. Being tired doesn't make you weak."

"But I used to cut."

"You needed to cope with what was going on. That doesn't make you weak either.", he said. Maybe I'm not weak. "I wanna take you somewhere.", he said letting me go and grabbing my hands.

"Where?", I asked. He let one of my hands go and looked at his phone.

"We got a lot of time before curfew. Let's just spend the day together doing random shit."

"I'm down."

"Alright, let me go talk to your dad and see if he's cool with it.", he said.

"Okay.", I said. He kissed me then left. He came back and poked his head in the door.

"Hey, I love you." I smiled.

"I love you too." He smiled then left closing my door behind him. I went to my closet and found something to wear then did my makeup.

I already took a shower and everything earlier.

After I was done with my makeup I got dressed.

While I was putting on my shoes somebody knocked on my door. "Come in.", I said not looking at the door.

"You ready?", I heard Trever ask.

"Yup.", I said as I tied my last shoe. I looked up. Damn he look fine. I bit my lip. "Damn.", I said lowly as I slowly looked at him starting at his shoes and going up. When I made it to his face I saw that he was smiling. I got up and kissed him, he kissed me back.

I started undoing his belt as he gripped my butt. "That's enough, that's enough.", my daddy said pushing us apart. "Ain't no babies bein' made under this roof."

...

"Where are we going?", I asked.

"Trampoline park.", Trever said as we got on the highway.

"You just wanna see my booty bounce."

"I can see that everyday."

"True.", I said.

"We can't stay for long though, it's more stuff I wanna do.", he said.

"Okay." We drove listening to the radio.

A song came on and he started singing to me. I recorded him and put it on Snapchat. I put a video on Instagram too.

After the song went off he kissed my hand. "I love you baby."

"I love you too babe.", I said smiling. He makes me feel so loved. I am loved and I'll never forget it. "What do you wanna do for your birthday?", I asked.

"Nothing, just chill with y'all.", he said.

"You're about to be 18, you gotta do somethin'."

"Like what? Go to a strip club?"

"Hell yeah. Get some big booty bitches to bounce that ass on you.", I said.

"Nah, I don't need no big booty bitches I got a thick ass girlfriend that will bounce that ass for me.", he said.

"True." I started dancing in the seat.

...

While we were jumping I fell and he laughed. "Fuck you!", I said as I got up.

While he wasn't looking a pushed him making him fall. I jumped away.

While I was jumping from trampoline to trampoline from Trever me and a boy ran into each other. "Bitch watch where you goin'!", the boy yelled.

"Who the fuck you think you talking to?!", Trever asked.

"Baby just forget it lets go.", I said as I stood up.

"No he got me fucked up!", Trever said.

"What the fuck you gone do?", the boy asked walking up on Trever. I really don't want Trever fighting. I got in the middle of them. Before I could say something the boy grabbed my arm and swung me out of the way. They started fighting. Fuck.

After a while security was able to break them up then they kicked us out. They boy still wanted to fight but I didn't want Trever to fight him.

As we were walking to the car Trever ducked and turned around then starred fighting him. How did he see that?

I tried to break them up but I got hit so I stopped.

Trever made him bleed. "Trever stop!", I yelled. He didn't listen. A boy jumped in so I jumped in. I'm not about to let them jump my boyfriend. They got me fucked up.

They boy I was hitting threw me to the ground hard making me hit my head and black out. Not this shit again.