I woke up to a beeping noise. The room is dim. I looked to my right and saw Trever with his hands together and his head bowed. Aww he's praying. "Baby?", I asked as loud as I could. He shot his head up and smiled. He started kissing my face all over.
"I knew you would be okay. I'm gonna go tell them that you're up.", he said standing up.
"Okay."
...
They said I was in a coma for 2 days and that I'll be able to go home tomorrow.
I missed school. I get great grades one day won't do anything.
My daddy and Nia just went to get us something to eat now it's just me and Trever. Cali just left, her momma called her and told her to come home. "What happened after I blacked out?", I asked.
"I didn't even know you were on the ground until the police came.", Trever said.
"Did you get into a lot of trouble?"
"Yeah but your dad got me off. I got tased too."
"What? Why?", I asked.
"I wouldn't stop beating the dude that threw you to the ground and they couldn't get me off of him so they tased me a few times until I stopped.", Trever said.
"Did it hurt?"
"A little bit."
...
I'm just laying in bed thinking about babies. For some reason I really want a little me or a little Trever running around, but is now the right time? Maybe not. I really want a baby though.
...
I'm waiting on my daddy now. I'm happy I get to leave. I wish I would've left when I woke up.
I had a dream that Trever was cheating on me with someone prettier than me and skinner than me. Everything about her was just better than me and he pointed that out. Now I feel kind of shitty and I don't like that. "You alright?", I heard somebody ask. I looked in the direction the voice came from and saw a fine ass nurse.
"Mhm.", I said shaking my head up and down.
"I'm Phillip.", he said holding his hand out.
"Olivia.", I said shaking it. I'm sure he already know my name. We started talking, just getting to know each other.
After a little bit he had to go. He asked for my number so I gave it to him. Before he left he asked how old I was and I told him 18. I know I shouldn't lie about my age but I'll be 18 in a few months.
I won't tell Trever about me giving him my number because I don't feel like there's a reason to.
My daddy just walked in. Thank God.
...
"Would you ever cheat on me?", I asked Trever.
"Never. You're all I need and more.", Trever said. I smiled. Before Trever could reply my daddy walked in my room. "Me and Nia will be back in a few hours.", my daddy said.
"Okay.", I said. I'm about to get some dick.
He left.
I looked at Trever and smiled. "Come here.", I said as I heard the alarm sound saying the door was opened. He came to me. We started kissing. One thing lead to another and we ended up fucking.
...
Trever just went to play basketball so I'm home alone.
While I looked for something to wear to school tomorrow my phone vibrated. I picked it up and looked at it.
Unknown:Hey it's Phillip
I smiled for some reason.
Me:Hey
...
Me and Phillip texted until Trever came back. "Baby let me see your phone.", Trever said as I looked for a movie. He never goes through my messages or contacts because he trust me so I gave it to him.
After I found a movie he looked at me and tossed my phone to me. "That's what we on?", he asked looking at me. I picked up my phone. He was reading me and Phillip's messages. He was at the very top so I know he saw us flirting. "That's what we on Olivia?", he asked again.
"Trever it's nothing.", I said.
"It's nothing? You flirting is nothing?! What else you been doing?! Fucking?!", he yelled standing up.
"Baby-"
"Don't fucking baby me!", he yelled cutting me off.
"You actin' like you don't got bitches flirtin' with you!", I yelled standing up.
"I do! Guess what though, I let them know I got a fucking girlfriend, I let them know that you will fucking kill both of us, I tell them to leave me the fuck alone, and I block them! I don't entertain these bitches. You know why? Because I don't need to and I don't want to! You are everything I need! You are everything I want! I know me doing that would fucking hurt you!"
"You're acting like I cheated!"
"You damn near did! You're flirting then you didn't even try to hide that shit. You don't give a fuck about me or my feelings.", he said.
"What ever.", I said rolling my eyes and sitting down. I looked away and saw my daddy sitting in my chair behind Trever. He grabbed my phone and started reading the messages again I don't know why.
"Wait, you told him you were single?!" I forgot I told him that. "How did I not see that shit?! I could've sworn we were together. I'm right. Were. Past test.", he said.
"What?", I asked lowly.
"You told him you were single when you really weren't now you are, congratulations." My mouth hung open as he left slamming the door behind him making me jump.
I just lost my baby.
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Olivia's Story
Ficção AdolescenteOlivia from The Thick Girl series is now 16 years old. She has PTSD, an abusive step dad, and gets bullied at school. See how she attempts to cope with life.