Bungou Stray Dogs x Reader One Shots

Chuuya x Reader | Greedy

Requested by Jeanzx0

Hope, you'll like it c:

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"Another bruise?"

"It's nothing much. Just a cut."

"Because you pushed me away, when that guy appeared out of the blue..."

"(Y/N), we have already discussed it. It's not your fault."

But it is. It is my fault and I'm the reason, why you always have bruises and cuts, yet you never let me admit it.

This what you always wanted to say, but never dared to. You wanted to say it, scream it out of you because this was burdening your outworn soul every single day.

Chuuya never let you say any bad thing about yourself. Whenever you started saying something like that, he always came to you closely, wrapped his strong, protective hands around your waist and pulled into a tight hug. He would press his lips against your forehead, saying that it was not your fault, that he wasn't hurt and that he just had to be careful, but you knew the truth and it was ugly

The truth was, that he always got hurt during missions because he was trying to save you. You have joined Mafia only 5 months ago and obviously, it was not enough time for training properly, yet you couldn't avoid going on the missions.

But what is worse, than seeing your loved one being hurt? What is worse, than seeing the person, you love with all your heart getting bruises because of your mistakes? Why did he have to do it? He didn't owe you anything. He just loved you and wanted you to be safe, but did your safety had such a high price? Why couldn't he find another way? Or could that be, that loving someone already means, that you are a slave? Perhaps, this is the truth and as always, it was much uglier, than we hope it to be.

Stupid. Useless. Sinful. Blunt. Greedy. Incoherent. Slothful. Useless. Petty. Weak.

This was all you were. Weak. Nothing, but weak. You had no other traits. You could do nothing else, but being a weak and useless parasite, that would cling to others and take all the things, they had to offer you until your rampant hunger could be stopped

Weak, weak, weak, weak, weak, weak...

Will this ever end? Will you ever be able to become valid for something?

Chuuya would always say, that he loves you and he truly did. Like a loyal dog, who once lost his owner, but now got adopted again, he would follow you wherever you went and without thinking for even a second, he would jump into the flames to save you. He wasn't naive. He was just pure, unlike you. Yes, a mafioso, who killed hundreds of people was pure and you weren't.

You were sinful. Without even trying to be like this, you were greedy, slothful, gluttonous and hungry. Always, taking everything you could get. Was that a curse? You didn't wish for all of these so were you cursed or something? You wished, you were. Because it would be easier to accept it, if you were cursed, rather than the fact that this was simply all your fault.

Greedy, despaired little human and his loyal guard dog. Pitiful

"I love you, Chuuya."

"I love you too."

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*screams* DID YOU SEE MY BAG? DID YOU SEE MY BACK? IT'S HELLA TROPHIES AND IT'S HELLA THICK *repeats the dance moves after our lord and savior V"