Bungou Stray Dogs x Reader One Shots

Dazai x Reader | This is what home feels like

Happy Valentine's Day everybody!!💕💕 here's something special from me!
I hope, that you're spending this day better than me and if not, I wish you to find someone, who will love you truly this year~

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"My dear Dazai,

Once I give you this letter, please, don't ask anything. Don't ask why I wrote this all if I could just tell you this in person or why am I doing it in such an old fashioned way. Just read. You know me and how shy I tend to get around you so just read it quietly.

If you got this letter on time as I planed, then it's supposed to be our one year anniversary today. One year since the day we met. It's not much, remembering, how much time we still have left, but you, being the extraordinary man you are, managed to make me feel like I knew you ever since I was born. Perhaps, this could be because we met in the past life. You know, I read somewhere, that if people love each other with all their hearts, they will definitely meet in the next life.

If it's true, I wonder, how much times have we met already ?

Well, I'm not sure about my past life, but in this one, I knew, that you're the one for me ever since we met for the first time.

I still remember that day perfectly.

It was a sunny winter day, which was rather beautiful, but still ordinary, when I was just walking down the street, busy with my worries. Unlike other girls my age, I wasn't taking photos of the snow, covering the tree branches or the way it sparkled on the road for I simply wasn't noticing it. I was so deeply buried in my own thoughts so that I didn't only notice the beauty of the world around me, but also, that you were calling me a couple of times.

"Excuse me!" You said, approaching me, when I finally turned around to look at you

Perhaps, you didn't know it back then, but the moment I saw you, my cheeks weren't pink just because of the frost.

"You dropped this." You smiled at me, handing me back one of my gloves, that must have felt from my pocket

"T-Thank you!" I replied, still being embarrassed and shocked

My love, before I met you, the thought, that I could talk to someone as handsome as you are, not talking about dating, didn't even cross my mind because of how bizarre it was to me. So imagine my shock, when I turned around and saw your gorgeous smile and eyes

Meeting you was a miracle. But what was a bigger miracle was that you didn't left right after helping me, yet you decided to take a little walk with me after that.

We chatted, found out each other's names and main information as I slowly felt myself, falling in love with the sound of your voice. That day, you made me the happiest girl for the first time by suggesting meeting again and giving me your phone number.

On my way home, for the first time, I noticed how elegantly romantic winter can be as I was admiring the nature around me all the time. Meeting you made me see the world in a different way. It made my world the most beautiful one.

This was how it all started.

You know, how quickly I grew feelings for you. Don't tell me, that you don't. I'm sure, that at least during one of the times, when we were sharing lunch, you must have noticed how my eyes lit up every time, our sights connected. But to be honest, when later, in about 7 months, you said, that you also grew feelings for me rather quickly, I was surprised. I knew you well. And I knew, how cautious you were about getting attached to someone.