Don't Let Me Go Again (Zayn Malik Fanfiction)

A shoulder to cry on.

I woke up... in my bed, I guess Zayn carried me here. I dragged myself to my drawers to see nothing in them. I looked over the door and saw my bags sitting next to them. I sighed and walked into the bathroom. I ran my hands through my hair and started the shower. I looked on top of the cabinet and saw my outfit for today.

It was something comfortable because I would be on a long plane ride. It was a Minnie mouse shirt. and gray baggy sweatpants, that I normally wear to dance practice. I turned back to the shower and felt the water was warm. I quickly undressed and stepped in.

My nerves soon calmed as the water.  touched my skin. I cleansed myself and then stood there thinking about what I messed up. I didn't talk to my mom for ages and that hurt her and me, my dad is dying and I wasn't there right away, and I broke up with my amazing boyfriend when I should have just told him the truth. Why did I mess everything up.

I turned of the shower and stepped out. I grabbed my towel and went into the bed room. I grabbed my phone and checked my messages, one from Louis, two from harry, three from Liam, and five from Niall.

I checked Liams first.

They said:

-Hey Tori, we all heard what happened...-

-You should come talk about it with me... -

-Ok I see that you aren't answering but despite any thing that happens I'm here for you... always know that.-

Reading Liams really helped me feel I wasn't alone in this situation.

I checked Nialls next.

-Hey what's up with you and Zaynie boy.-

-He is pretty upset and wants to know why you didn't want to be with him any more. Whhhhhyyyyyyyyy :/-

-I understand you are hurting but you need to talk to him-

-Or you can talk to me-

-Ok bye... awkward-

Well he was a bit annoying. I read Harry's next even though I knew I shouldn't.

-YOU ARE SO FUCKING LUCKY I DONT FUCKING COME UP THERE RIGHT NOW AND BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU!!!!! FIRST YOU WANT TO TAKE AWAY MY LIV AND THEN HURT MY BEST FRIEND!!!! YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED!!!!!-

-IM GLAD YOU'RE LEAVING MAYBE THE PLANE WILL CRASH AND YOU AND YOUR WHOLE DREADED FAMILY WILL DIE. YOU WHORE!!!!!-

By the end of reading that I was crying because Harry was so right, I deserve to die I'm a horrible person. I didn't want to read Louis but I did anyways.

-Victoria Sanderson... Its so true you kind of broke my best friends heart but I don't think you wanted to. I know you have good intentions for this. I can't say anything else but I'm here for you if you need a shoulder to cry on. I can't talk this through with you bit I know how to listen and I think that's all you need, so yea. I know you have a plane to catch so you better get dressed or you just might miss it... you know what I mean. -

I was crying even more now that I read his message. I knew exactly what he meant, he meant that if I don't go I might never see Zayn again. I know it's crazy but it's true because that's how I met him again in the first place.