Shauns Girl

Loseing My Self

    I woke up, haveing a weird feeling, it was a Monday I swore I would go see Cherry. This feeling though I felt so, bad like I wanted too kill myself, like I wanted too give up. I knew I couldn't but, it sounded so good. I went too my grandma, I started crying so she hugged me tight, she said "Listen Shaun everything will be okay!"

    I smiled, she was so right, i asked her if I could go see Cherry, she said I could and I could stay home, I know what a great start for the second week right, but I didn't care I only cared about two things, Jane's health because family's first, and Cherry!

    I walked out side, I saw two guys walking down the street they looked familiar, so I followed turns out, it was two if the greatest stoners in Billford there was, Johnny, skinny but tall, and very fucking funny, then Orten Jackeys, a crazy mofo. Ha he always thinks he's in outer space, thats just what I heard, you know rumors are sometimes lies. I walked up too them after they sat down, I sat down next too them, "Hey guy's, you got any?"

    Johnny said, specifically "Yes man I got a ounce, you smoke?"

    "Hell yeah man, give it up shareing is careing!" I explained.

    "Yes sir, ot very is." Orten said.

    We lit up, man that was some good shit, it helped me from being depressed, I was happy I was smokeing its been awhile, we smoked two pipes, then we departed from each other, look at me already makeing new friends. I started walking toward the hospital, when I got there I walked in too the office and asked what room Cherry was in, "202 on the right side of the hall on the 3rd floor." I headed up, I got too the room opened the door, Cherry was wide awake, she smiled, "Shaun? Your my ownly visiter?"

    "Yes but, I'm so sorry what happened!"

    "Shaun please don't do that, I hate it when people do that, but thanks for comeing Shaun!" She smiled again.

    I laughed, "I thaught of you all night, I thaught I lost you!"

    "Shaun look I'm glad you like me but, I barely know you? Like seriously don't act weird, don't get me wrong your cool, but I mean you understand right?"

    I smiled at her, "Yeah I understand, are you okay?"

    "Yeah I will be, thanks for being there for me, it feels good too have someone care."

    Then when our conversation gets better, the nurse comes in, "Aright guys, he needs too leave please!"

    So I walked out and went too the waiting room, I was glad I came today.