The bad boy that you love

You miss him so much

It's been months since you talked to Draco even after he dumped Pansy after he found out was she did to me he learned that she was the reason we drifted apart in the first place. He would try to talk to me but Harry and Ron would pull me away from him and they knew it killed me to ignore him. "Guys can't I just say one word to him." "You crazy, you cried for three weeks after you told him because he let her do those things to you." "But he didn't know." "So what he is a cockroach so he's not worth it." A tear rolled down your cheek and Ron hugged you. "Huh I'm sorry I know you like him I'm sorry." "It's ok Ron you were just mad that's all." We hugged for a while then I had to go back to the Slytherin house for bed good thing Pansy was moved to another room. I walked in and Draco was sitting there when he saw you he got up and looked at me. "Nikita." I avoided eye contact and walked passed him but he grabbed my hand and I stopped and turned to him. "What Malfoy." Not being able to say his first name anymore was like a knife to my heart. "Please called me Draco again, I miss you it's been months since we talked and I miss you I miss you talking about your little cousin, how is he by the way." "He's fine but you know why I'm not talking to you she hurt me she hurt us yeah we use to be close but I don't know if we can ever be like that again." "But I want to be close again I miss how we use to sneak out to the lake and just look at the stars and talk." "I miss it too but we can't." I turned and started walking up the stairs but I stopped. "Nikita I know you still go to the lake every night I follow you I see you crying cursing your self for doing what your doing you have no idea how many times I tried to convert you but I can't because you'll just push me away I want the old Nikita back the one I love to talk to all night the one that made me Smile even when I'm mad I want you back in my life." I had tears in your eyes and you couldn't fight it anymore you ran to him and hugged him and cried. "I know I'm still that girl to you I will always be that girl I just have to battle the scars inside me." "You don't have to do it alone." "Yes I do I want to be friends but we can't talk in public because of my friends they are still upset with what happened and Pansy she will hurt me." "So we're secret friends then." "Yeah I guess so." He smiled and spined me around. "Any kind of way I get to talk to you is the best way." "Haha yeah." We hugged then I went to bed. "Oh I'm not going to the lake tonight I'm to tired." "It's ok I'll see you tomorrow ok." "Ok night... Draco." He smiled then I turned around and went to bed with a smile on my face.